and these are my confessions -*

waaaaaaaaaah

2007-03-04T12:06:00.000+08:00

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah....

i miss blogging sooo much, i may just as well slobber blogger.com with hugs and kisses.

its good to be back in front of the plain blue and brown window, with keys depressed on every tap of each finger... haizz those were the days.

Anyways!

like the lay out? heeee...

nashir edited the pic for me. tnx dude! and your band's awesome!!

its 12.10pm now and gess wat?! i have to be at esplanade by 2.30pm to do my attachment project and yet(!) i'm sitting here idly, typing away stuff that u don't even give a rat's ass for. Never mind the fact that i HAVENT FREAKING BATHE! hehehehehehe. yep, life is good mr apro, it is good.

i'm in my four months of attachment, evryday work, den come the weekends where i have to slow the pace and enjoy a lil bit here and there...

hope that's a good enough excuse to cover the 5 month hiatus.

what!? friggin 5mths lah, i havent blogged!!

and now, look at me, rambling on my comp about nothing much!

haizz. now, lets get on with the updates.

i'm now attached to a certain cocoa production company along Jalan Boon Lay. i'm a *ahem-ahem* lab analyst under the QA department. i run tests to see if starbuck's mocha have mold, bacteria or even shit particles(enterobacteriacae, actually) in it. Dont worry, starbucks is still absolutely safe to drink.

ouhh, by the way, Apro Apis is my attachment buddy.

here's a special artwork i made inspired by him(beside it is his own cocoa creation):

its not exactly Willy Wonka in dat factory.

every drop of cocoa liquor manufactured is saturated wth 100% stress. the environment there is kinda thick with pressure. everyday kena tekan to produce results ASAP. if the samples come rite on time, takpe jugak seyyy.

so gess wat? me and apro enrolled ourselves in Rocky Outdoors to have some outdoor stress relieve.

we had lots of outdoor cookin,

tent pitching,

friend making

and of coz lots of that new game we learnt:

Bastard taiti.

siak arh, i didnt noe of this game until i came to camp seyy.

this is a game of 24 in process.

look at the amount of concentration dat's channeled into this game...

over all, it was sooo much fun. but the trek from Changi to friggin Mount Faber left my foot with tears and blisters bcoz of my irresponsibility to bring a pair of track shoes.

mi estupida!

hey, the only person who can call me stupid is me, okaye?! so shuddup oredy.

the other day, my frenz crashed and chill at my place to merapatkan lagi silaturrahim.

we had lunch at Alif and then went back to my place.

the guys had their moment with the all high and mighty yada yada yada XboX.

while me and hudz had to slave over pots of pasta sauce and cheese to feed them my home made lasagna.

Note to Apro Apis:

DAMN U APRO!!! U SAY WANT TO USE UR EXPERTISE TO HELP MAKE A WORLD'S BEST LASAGNA, AT LAST U GO AND MAKE LUP WIF DAT STUPID GUITAR!!!

end of note.

okaye, so while the lasagna sits happily in the oven, darling hudz go n conduct an audition for Opera singers.

aiyah. i'm having probs on inserting the videos. next entry lah i put. just wait for it. hilarious, i tell ya.

OUH SHIT. 1330hrs.

i'm damn late. Apro Apis n Mama Achey are gonna kill me.

gotta run.

promise i'll blog soon.

Soon as in not till 5mths later.

i'm baaaaaaaaaaaack!

2006-09-20T17:35:00.000+08:00

Why hello everyone!

I've been busy with my Biochemistry exam, which is majorly important for me to ace thru ITE, coz i havent been doing so well in my other subjects. so i really hope to pass this thing and graduate.

as you can see, i passed out coz my brain can't take in anymore biological fact.

anyways, alot's been happening,

including some bloghopper, shamelessly christened as mr cool, defaming me onmy own tagboard.

hmmm,

as you can see, Mr Cool, masturbating your ego, as Kenny Sia would have put it, does not harm me. Tagboard defamatory are ouh-so-cliched. so very immaturely predictable. you have failed to surprise me and the whole cyberworld. i've got more goods than bads coming out from my blog, so, run along now Mr Cool, put that pacifier back in your mouth and jerk off to some gayporn site.ouh, wait a minute, i dont think Mr Cool understood what i typed, as his brain has the capacity of a tapeworm's. ouh, darn, i should not have typed that, i would be insulting tapeworms... sorry parasitic world, i didnt mean to. anyways, to avoid anybody else getting insulted, please, Mr shamelessly Cool i have a few words for you:

i rest my case.* * *
so, this past month, besides me studying and everything, my cousin got married on the 2nd of September. she's pretty and all, and i lurrrrve her dress, kebaya, watever. and i sooo love the hantaran, got 2 pairs of shoes, jewelry, a blinging watch and the thing that caught my eye, a tray of Chanel stuff. too bad i didnt get too many pics coz there were too many bustling makcik-makciks around me.
my mom, in pink tudung, and five of her sisters.the groom looks kinda disturbingly sad...and let me show off to you my youngest maternal cousin, Zidane Ashraf.

of coz, he's the one on the left. on the right is my cousin Nabila.let's continue.so my mom's birthday was on the next day and cik Sam dropped by to celebrate it.my dad got a chocolate cake from Polar, which was really good, tho i would have preferred an ice cream cake. but you know me, i'd be happy with any cake as long as its laden with full fat cream.

ouh, yea i forgot.on Teachers' Day me and the Unity Gang went to Sakura for dinner. after that we thot of riding the DHL hot air balloon at Bugis, but we debated not to. so the girls decided to go shopping at Bugis Junction and the guys, miraculously tagged along, as if shopping was made for the testosterone-charged. we then got ourselves some drinks at Starbucks and sat there talking for awhile. then, we went our separate ways home, CT disappeared, Azril and Hidir took the bus, Adila took the East West line back to Bedok and me, Nysa and Zahran took the North Line back to Yew Tee.

the DHL hot air balloon that we decided not to take...and so, after my mom's birthday, guess what??My family took off to KL while i stay miserably at home to sulk and mug for my exam.but!it's me to the rescue!count me to be positive about anything negative.i made my all purpose comfort food everrr.my mean ol' lasagne, made from scratch.
oooooooh.... yummy isn't it.i round up two of my favourite people to help me make it, my cousin Awie and the bf.well, awie ended up using the comp and the bf, well, he's not much of a cook either. thankfully, no one died eating my lasagne. i donated the rest of my unfinished baked tray of wholesome goodness to the hobos.heheh.no lah.i brought the leftovers to my friends at Hudah's place coz we need that extra calories to motivate us to study.till today, i still cant get over of how daymn good my lasagne was.bloody mouthwateringly good lorh.and bloody hell, i only make it once in a blue moon.daymn atix, daymn.Back to blogging.After we sat thru our paper last thursday, we let off some steam by tagging along with Faris to get him new shoes.and guess what i saw?!!
is that...?bribery??extortion???hahaha.No Lah.its just faris meeting our Secondary School lab tech, Indra to pay his debt. Coincidentally indra was doing his reservist as one of the IMF Police body checkers, or whatever that you call it, at Raffles.Indra and faris wouldnt do anything illegal lah.or not that i know of...hmmm....anyways.a few days ago, went out on a date with the bf

and guess who we saw getting chummy at the banks of Singapore River???

Hafizd and Shalon!hehehe.ouh yea, and on dat day, the bf bought me the notebook i'v always wanted at Taka..

it's 16 friggin bux.a lil too steep for a notebook doncha think?but he bought it for me anyways.so sweet.all together now,Awwwwwwwwww.tomorrow there's a JB0504C/R reunion and Bowling Competition at Marina Square.so, excuse me while i pick out something to wear.till next time.

2006-08-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

My bed is a dreadful mess.

But wait!

what is that white box doin there??

let me get a closer look...

ouh rite!!

it's the Sony Ericsson W810i i've been wanting for my birthday!

gess it arrived earlier than expected, but who cares right?

now, it's trully, rightfully (and selfishly) MINE!

hehehehe...

*went square-dancing in joy with a big dopey grin on face*

MISSING!

2006-08-09T12:39:00.000+08:00

Nuriqa has gone on a hiatus due to some hiccups in her path these days...

she wont be blogging till she gets past those technical errors.

Stay tuned.

a lil bit more personal...

2006-07-22T23:41:00.000+08:00

if ya'll been following my blog since it's birth in june'05, you guys should know that i don't do personal. i steer clear from my private life as much as i can. so, what i'm about to type next is a first. it's personal and its important. it's for the one i've been waiting for, the one i will always cherish and the one who would kiss my wounds bye-bye. he's always there even if he had to go thru hell to make me okaye. the one who looks past all my imperfections and appreciates me for what i can offer...

To the ever loving, ever caring person God can give me...

Sorry.

I'm saying it coz i know i've hurt you

i know i've wronged

and you know i never meant to

you knew all along.

i said it right from within

yet it's rejected

Now i don't know where to begin

when my apology's not accepted.

Sorry for what i've done

Sorry for the way i acted

Sorry for being the one

who made things affected.

Sorry for misunderstanding

i should have known

Sorry for everything

and the disrespect i've shown.

i plead with all my heart

you'd forgive me one day

i won't let all that we start

just fade away.

i hope you see how sorry i am

i hope you forgive me

it's just so stupid how it all began

Now that i think about it.

You know i'll be true,

leave you shall i never

Sorry coz I Love You,

Now and Forever.

ya'll know i would think it's degrading to beg. but this guy is important. well, he's all i ever wanted and i'm thankful for every ounce of skin and bones that he is. heh. hope he knows how much he means to me, and how much i appreciate everything that he does for me.

eventho i'm guarded and i don't display much of my affections, and i know you haven't heard this enough, but i hope you still know that...

i love you.

i always will.

Happy Racial Harmony

2006-07-21T15:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY EVERYONE!!!

Please practice racial and religious harmony for the sake of everyone's lives thank you.

a pretty much thoughtful message brought to you by the one and only me, Miss Nuriqa.

*if you not happy, go eat some hunnystars, watch some Hi5 and listen to YMCA on replay.

thank you,

muaxx!

Midgets Gone Wild

2006-07-21T14:48:00.000+08:00

Hudz got sick on the first week of July...

and the germs prolly got up and altered her brains a lil bit
coz she went on a terror spree...

she went all over the island, terrorizing the innocent civilians...

its scary.

Like watching an episode of

MIDGETS GONE WILD: CAUGHT ON TAPE 3

after terrorozing the mere and helpless, she took on a challenge.

she took on a Feared Terrorist.

who actually used to be a Bai Jaga...

but after thorough investigation and a strip search,

it was discovered that poor ol' Mr Singh was just mere ol' sissyfied Nashir, who of course is weak against the powers of the terrorizing Mighty Midget

who practices Poga(that's yoga for politicians, from MTV) every morning in the midst of the ampitheatre's fountain.

she's out there somewhere...

on the loose...

packed with full-powered terror system...

keep your eyes peeled for the midget.

she might be behind you.

so look out.

do call the authorized hazardous waste disposal company to clear our country off

Midget Madness

and she will be disposed off appropriately.

thank you.

2006-07-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

Argentina is knocked out from the quarter finals.

Very sad lorhh.

that means no more Messi on the pitch for me to see.

and no more classic Tevez moments to snicker at...

Ever-so-Rare Smiling Tevez
\

Classic Tevez Shots.

Tevez cute sia compared to that other guy... short and stumpy, the bermudas makes him look really stocky sia... heheh

he really looks like an ancient species of man, but with an evolved heightened soccer playing skills.
and whaddaheck are they doing videocam-ing each other??

okaye, enough about Tevez.

Germany won over Argentina, so tonight's 3am match is Italy against Germany.

i support Italy. i'm hoping they thrash Germany. REAL BAD.

YAY PASTA BOYS!!!

um, maybe that's not an appropriate picture...

as i was saying, Yay pasta boys!!!

oooh! ooh!

you know Brazil got kicked out tooo?

yea, i was soooo freakin happy lorh they got kicked out.

Henry, that means you're in lahh...

no Brazil means got less competition. heh.

so it gets less predictable mah. if not all the way sure as hell Brazil will win lorhh.

and i didnt like the way the Brazilians are at this year's World Cup.

well, with the exception of Kaka...anyways,

they like super confident sia this year. Luckily Ronaldo is too much of a boncet to advance them to the next round.

Hehehehehehehehe.

Live with it people...

And now, for the

Controversial.

Well from what i think Rooney does deserve that Dreaded Red. I mean he freakin STOMPED on Carvalho's(or somebody) balls lorhh!!!

wahlao. that guy could lose out on his sex life. that's not fair you know.

if you think getting sent to the locker room and missing the next game is unfair, losing out on your sex life is much more unfair than that.

imagine lah your nuts are stepped on. with a whole lotta force. with STUDDED BOOTS(!!) some more. you think what, rooney so light issit?

actually, the ref would have gone easier on him and settle with a yellow. It's FREAKIN not Ronaldo's fault he landed himself that red card. he could get the yellow if only he would control that Diva Temper of his.

so stop blaming Ronaldo lah. you're blaming him juz cause you're an England fan, you biased retard.

what? so you're saying that i'm biased against England??

nu-huh. no way Jose.

i am born a Libran, that makes me as equal as the two strokes below the plus sign on your keyboard. I'm not biased lah, in fact, i should be made a FIFA Official. or at least the Linesman. or woman. wadeverr.

what makes you think the ref would have listened to ronaldo anyways? skali instead of Redding Rooney, he Reds Ronaldo for pestering him too much.

then, the Portugal supporters will write to the newspapers on how unfair the game was lah.

basically the same vicious cycle but the other way round..

ouh, heck.

Go Portugal!!

hehehs.

i support the Portuguese tho i'm more confident that the French will nail that match.

yep, people, i'm an unbiased Portugal Fan. =)

so shoot me. *rolls eyes at those angry England fans*

but i'm still sweet, so Hammie, here's a pic of Beckham for you.

sad isn't it.

hehe...

hey, Hammie, i know how you feel. Poor Argentina. *ouh, y'noe what i mean.*

anyways, today i went to the Pasar Malam at Yew Tee with a sole purpose to buy a chain with a Leggo charm with the national colours of the qualified countries(for the World Cup, that is) and to hunt down a traditional malay bbq-ed delicacy called the Ayam Percik. Yum Yum! i didnt find that leggo charm, but i bought the bbq-ed chicken and a pack of Tako-yaki for my mom. as i walked on, i saw a cute kimono top. being an impulsive compulsive obsessive(and wat other words with the suffix -ive) buyer, i decided to buy it. Tomorrow. because i got not enough cash.

Don't laugh at me lah all u other impulsive shoppers.

i know i'm a disgrace to the Impulsive Buying Community. Don't rub it in lehh...

i know it's a flea market. you must be thinkin who the hell doesn't have enough cash in a flea market.

Me lah. i'm the hell that doesnt have enuff for a top at a flea market.

haiyah.

the bf's getting mad i'm not replying his calls coz i like my peace to blog.

so i gess i gotta go.

till nex entry.

ciao.

and for the sake of those anti C. Ronaldo,

GO PORTUGAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehehe....

Donating Blood and the Fever That Comes After...

2006-06-24T15:45:00.000+08:00

So i've donated my blood.

i went to the registration booth and met Awie and friends sitting outside the function hall, casually lapping up all the free goodies which came from donating blood.

as it turns out, Awie was rejected for the 2nd time because the phlebotomist couldn't find her vein. awwwrh, too bad, i cited.

i went on to do the declaration questionaire with the bf and Nadya.

Nadya was pretty brave to accompany me donate her blood considering the fact that we were practically shitting in our pants when we queued up for the health check.

well, we went through it without a hitch.

his was blue, and mine's pink.

i saw the needle, and boy was it thick and darn long lorhh.

after the whole thing, me and the bf felt like really drained out.

the both of us slept the whole journey in bus 67 all the way from Tampines to CCK.

on that same day, Hudah found something very familiar on The New Paper.

if u look close enough, you'll see the similarity...

didja realise it yet?

here's a clue.

Droopy Eyes.

got it?

no?

okaye, here's the answer:

Mr Droopy Eyed Farid!

hehe.

sneaked that shot while he hanged, waiting for dinner to be served at authentic Japanese restaurant, Ramen Ten.

no hard feelings yeah?

* * *

i decided to do a good deed by donating a whole bag of my clothes to the quake victims in Indonesia.

yes, i noe, i'm broke, so the only things i can afford to donate is my clothes and body juice.

* * *

so now, i'm down with fever. been 2 weeks already. but don't worry, it's not contagious.

it's seasonal. happens like a leap year, every 4 years.

yes, people. it's dat time of year again.

i'm down with Football Fever.

and of course, i support the nation devoted to the Sun of May or should i say Sol de Mayo.

that's right. i'm supporting Argentina. and i always had.

Maxi Rodriguez celebrating his score against Serbia and Montenegro.

i should be there wearing the blue and whites with the legendary number 10 emblazoned across my back, blending in with the Argentine beauty, screaming my chords sore

Vamos Argentina!!!!

yeah. something like that.

well, too bad i've got skul, so i can't go to Germany and support my all time favourites.

and you know what? the player i previously said i was gonna keep on a look out for, wasn't even selected for FIFA WC '06.

well, who needs him when they have the most talented forward South America has to offer, fresh baby faced Lionel Andres Messi.

d'Alessandro probably felt like being hit by a dozen of soccer balls back home, for not getting selected.

see? i rest my case.

anyways, i'v been watching soccer since i was a tot. Depending on the skill of the playing team, i'd really enjoy it alot. sometimes a match is soo dull it lulls me to sleep. but there's a something in soccer which makes the ball game interesting for a girl like me.

the parts where it makes real men look and behave funny.

like how Teves looks like a primal neanderthal, hungry for a slab of raw tasty soccer ball.

.

or the way Figo tries to shield himself from an opponent's boot with a move only Ultraman would approve of.

see? same rite?

and it's amazing how football could bring flight to the most athletic of men.

it's crazy how a game could bend the sexuality of the manliest of all men.

see how Kaka gets high from rubbing Ronaldo's bald head?

man, can't they wait till they get to the locker room?

and, Messi, please. that could've been me if only you'd call the number i gave you.

and would you just look at this?

how obscene can one get??

Henry's eyes says it all. boy does he enjoy doing what he does...

...

hehe.

just kidding.

besides seeing the guys go silly, soccer is pitchfull of free eyecandy.

sometimes its soo hard to look at the ball when you have :

Kaka.

OMG. he's freakin hawwt can??

the grass practicly sizzles under his feet when he's playing.

i had the huge-est of all crushes when i first saw him back in Japan/South Korea 2002.

i was waiting for him to get off the bench and get himself on the pitch because i wanna see him play. but too bad Scolari didn't substitute anyone for him.

and thank gawd for Germany 2006!

he's playing for Brazil and now, there's no chance of recovery for my crush on him...

see lah. phreakishly hawt can??

he is soo hawt, he could make any guy feel like turning gay.

and no. 2

Spain's very own Fernando Torres.

the guy whose hairdo the bf tries to copy but fails traumaticly.

i tried telling him that no matter what, your hair can't be like Torres' highlighted mane.

Note to the bf : wearing Hudah's hairband doesn't make you look like Torres.

and neither will growing your hair long.

and don't even think of putting blond highlights in your hair.

besides, i'm with you, not Torres.

if i want your hair to be like his, i might as well date Torres.

hehs.

from hawt to cute,

Lionel Messi.

maybe i should thank his hormone disorder for giving him his trademark babyface.

well, i gess i'd better appreciate it now, since he'd already got that disorder fixed.

he'll be lookin old soon enough...

*"Noooooooooooo!" Nuriqa screams unacceptingly.*

and who can forget our asian hunks?

Hidetoshi Nakata is one of the Hunkatoriously Hawt Asian footballer.

too bad Japan is already out from World Cup 2006.

and too bad Turkey is not part of this year's FIFA World Cup's line up.

didn't really got enough of Ilhan Mansiz.

well, that's okaye because too much eyecandy could make a girl like me diabetic.

and hey, don't you dare stereotype me as the "most girls who watch soccer are only tuning in for the hawt footballers" type of girl.

sorry.

but i watch soccer because of the beauty of the game.

because of Joga Bonito, as Nike would put it.

not to drool over the players.

well, maybe just a little. hehe. but who could resist such fine men?

Cant wait for this coming morning's match Argentina vs Mexico.

but before i go here's a lil something for the girls who's crazy for Kaka juz like me...

and a lil something for the boys too...

aaaaahh... the rewards that come when you read my blog.

hehe.

and remember, do a good deed and donate your blood to save a life.

it's just a mere 400ml at most, and i assure you there's not much of pain to it than you'd think.

Ouh yeah,

a big Happy Birthday goin out to my favourite Argentine ever,

Lionel Andres Messi

who turns 19 today!

hey, so what if he don't read my blog.

what's there for you to care?

my pasal lah.

heheh.

lotsa things to say!

2006-06-01T20:24:00.000+08:00

HEY ALL!

i've got lotsa things to tell...

where shall i start... hmmm.

i will begin with something which has got nothing to do with you.

well, actually, i've been blogging lotsa things which have nothing to do with anyone at all.

as i was saying, i made lasagna today. very very nice.

see all that cheese happily melting? yea, it was umm mmm good!

heeheheh. jealous yet?

no?

then i shall tell you that i have watched X-Men: The Last Stand.

i watched it last tuesday afta lunch. didnt go for biochem practical because i wasnt well enough to do another protein test. so i decided to make myself feel better and went to see my all time favourite mutant heroes in the cinema. the show was good but not satisfying. any diehard X-men follower would agree with me. its like, not alot of Xavier's mutants were there.

i grew up watching x-men. at one point even pretend i was an x-girl with an ability to manipulate water and marine life, because i was also fascinated with mermaids at that time.

but my favourite had always been Jubilee.

she could project pyrotechnics as energy plasmoids that release blinding light and concussive impact and i thot that was kinda cool, having your own fireworks anytime you want.

too bad she didnt have any talking roles in X3. she only appeared for the first 10 minutes of the movie. i was disappointed that they didnt let her showcase her powers in the final trilogy after her biggest scene in X2 were deleted. hmmph!

Spoiler plot Warning.

in the movie Dr. Jean Grey had evolved into the Phoenix.

well, she turned to Dark Phoenix when her dual personality took over. she couldnt seem to control her powers at all. very irritating you know. she ended up joining forces with Magneto's Brotherhood because she had actually disintergrated Professor X when he told her to control her powers and not let the powers control her. ouh, then, Cyclops leh, i hear you ask. Jean disintergrated his body during a kiss. all that is left is his ruby glasses.
i've never liked Jean Grey. she, arh, got Cyclops already, still give Wolverine false hopes. speaking of Wolverine, Hugh Jackman is the hottest! heheh.and so is Bobby Drake(Iceman). and so is Warren(Archangel). and John(Pyro) too. aiyah, free eyecandy what.

by the way, in the end, Wolverine stabs the Dark Phoenix after he confessed his love for her, keeping his promise to Jean to kill her before she kills again. waaah. very drama mama.

IF YOU PLAN TO WATCH THE MOVIE, YOU HAVE TO STAY TILL AFTER THE CREDITS FOR THE SURPRISE END.

Professor X had succesfully transferred his mind to a body of Dr Moira Mctaggert's patient before he died.

if he could do that, i think Dark Phoenix could do better. i think her mind could ressurect herself.

well that's what i think. i hope it's not the end of the X-Movies.

there's rumors of it not the last movie. because the movie officials gave clues saying it's only the end of the trilogy, not the end of the X-Men. yet.

hey, meet Psylocke.

i like the purple hair thing goin on. hehe.

just wanted to say that.

END OF SPOILER.

hey, i got a lotsa announcements.

First!

the announcement of the possibility of a couple no. 05 in our class.

doncha think the pic above shows lotsa promise? lotsa people sure think so.

hehe.

Next!

the bf bought himself an MP3. so jealous. but nevermind.

another thing...

i joined the Big Walk with the school!! Yay me, for burning lotsa calories!

and also, in my quest for collecting CCA points, i also joined, well, i didnt join, but rather, our class was picked out of the whole college east to represent the ITE contingent at the Singapore Youth Festival. the trainings on Saturdays were draining, standing all morning under the sun, wanna see the outcome?

thats Ah Beng. so tired that he fell asleep at the concourse with all the emptied bottles of free water dat we got. and that yellow wrapper on his crotch? that supposed to be a fig leaf. hehs.

he knocked out sooo bad, he didnt even know we did anything to him.

anyways, more things to announce!

JUNE IS HERE!!

that means, let the 2006 World Cup begin!!

unleash all the free eye candy! whoo hooos!

i've got my eyes peeled for Argentinian Andres D'Alessandro.

soooo hawtt!!!

too bad he just got hitched.

there goes my chance to live like Victoria Beckham.

*sighh*

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DUE TO THE DISTURBING NATURE OF THE NEXT FEW PICTURES, VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.

i've started my Medical Lab Practice module already. and being the future Dr Nuriqa, a scientist, expertise in Geneology, Biology, a trained phlebotomist, and a forensic pathologist in training,

i have decided to take my lecturer's words to examine the chicken the next time my mom wanted to make dinner with it.

so i donned my nitrile gloves, and plucked its head from the trash.

thats the jugular vein, i'm pointing at.

if you're already convulsing at the sight of this picture, please, i said, VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.

i actually wanted to post up the pic of the brain i found in the skull, but i decided not to let people reading vomit all over their keyboards and blaming me because they can never look at KFC the same way again.

see? i am very very very considerate to my blog viewers. heheh.

must tag me for that horrr.

lets move on.

the past wednesday, i decided to donate three tubes of my blood to provide blood study for my Medical Lab Practice practical.

see my blood starting to settle and clot? cool...

don't believe it's my blood? heres the names tagged to each tube.

i've blurred out my IC number. what for i want to show you sia.

i already took the consent form(because i'm still underaged) to participate in the blood donation drive next week in school.

i wonder how it's gonna feel to drain 400ml of body juice out.

suweeeeet.

speaking of needles,

my final announcement.

i have decided to remove my navel stud.

this time, permanently.

due to the dislike of the bf

and

other personal reasons.

i sure miss it already...

*sigh again*

till next time, then.

Group Date

2006-05-20T14:07:00.000+08:00

Went out on a group date yesterday.

meet the couples.

and

last

but not least,

BCT's very own

sexually confused couple:

ala la laaaaa... manis nah lah tu...

very super-duper gay can?

i warned them not to make out during the movie.

but i'm not sure about that because nashir came out of the theatre with a suspicious bump for a belly.

it maybe the popcorn and soda.

but it may be a boy.

Product of sexual theatrical lovers-combo hanky panky.

haish. donno what is up with the world today.

but never mind. i still love you guys.

anyways we watched The Da Vinci Code.

my favourite novel, all cramped up in two and a half hours of visual effects.

trying to squeeze in all 454 pages in less than 3 hours is impossible.

speaking of movies, i think this looked interesting.

i wanna watch.

anyone up for a movie date with me? just send in your particulars and interests to my emailing add and tell me why i deserve a whole night out with you in less than 20 words.

winning entries will win a date with me. that means i promise you'll have a blast with me.

The management, aka the bf, reserves the right to refuse any entries which does not meet up to the required standards.

and remember, i love my popcorn heavily buttered, eaten with iced tea or Coke. buy your own ticket, and don't worry, i'll pay for mine.

standard terms and conditions apply.

that is, you betta behave yourself in the theatre with me or the bf will kick your sorry ass.

----------------------------------------------------

as i was blogging.

we lepak-ed at the standard Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf to just chill, discuss the movie and talk crap.

we tried to take a good group shot...

but end up, Nashir only manage to squeeze his nose in the pic.

so we gave another try.

but it turned out blurr and farid got half of his face cut.

we gave up with group photography and went on to snap a pic with hafizd's long lost twin brother.

so here's the Blood Bros with their long lost Not-so-Blood bro.

YEs.

i know i should've switched on the Flash mode.

sorry lah.
heheh...

till next entry.

ps: Ateng, if u'r reading this, wish Happy Birthday to ila n mirul for me, ya? my fone rosak, and now my fone book's lost most of it's contacts... dat's why i nvr msged... by the way, i'm using Bapaks old nokia fone...

chalet at aloha loyang

2006-04-25T16:51:00.000+08:00

gawd.

my mom bought me traditional Chinese congee for breakfast. as a whole, yeah, u can say i liked it alot. but i'm soo not thrilled with the century egg thingy.

yeah sure i live in asia, the epicurean adventure not for the faint of heart. i eat nasty foods all the time. and some i do enjoy. i even crave them.

i love trying new things. especially for my best friend, Tummy. um, anyways. i've eaten the Escargot's asian cousins Siput Sedot or sea snails and Gong-gong(some kinda mollusc), downing it with goo, slime and all. i've tried the more exotic jellyfish from a sushi bar in KL(wanted to try puffer fish but decided i didnt wanna die a virgin). i love the king of fruits. i enjoy cow's tongues, tails, tripe and offals (i didnt even know i ate a pancreas till the butcher told me what a Limpa actually was). i've slurpped up sheep's brains. and even eat stuff i didnt even know existed in a chicken(whaddahell is a gizzard anyway?). i'd try bull's balls if i hafta! heheh...

and i thot eating a Century Egg was easy?!

heck! it tasted like crazy nasty duck eggs man! the white (well, technically not actually white since its colour ranges from a translucent black to a dark grey wif hints of brown) was okaye. some sort of jelly-ish texture. i kinda like it if its not for the yolk. the yolk was pure nasty. it was wrong, man. just wrong. (and to think that the egg is older than me!! haha...i donno. it just sounded funny.)

and here i am, hours afta breakfast has passed, still with the taste of a 100 year old egg lingering in my mouth. um, eeyew?

* * *

JB0504C's First Ever Chalet at Aloha Loyang

We were soo very pumped up for this event. Even if it's only for one day.

-at pasir ris MRT station while waiting for the shuttle bus and the others to arrive-

Sing Hua's excitement showed from the other end of the bus from where i was sitting.

when we eventually reached, everyone lounged near the pool.

and i got Marley's Superstar-esque snapshot.

-anyone interested for her number?-

when we got to the bungalow, we gerls unleashed the beast inside us and rushed and fought for the best room in the house.

of coz not lah. we just walked straight into a room put our stuffs down and claimed it rightfully ours.

then when the others went out, ayu, hudah, siti and me stayed to do some cam-whoring in the room.

Grrrls are not always sugary sweets all the time you know. We look like this when you wont let us go shoe shopping.

so,

then, things got a lil frisky...

hehs.

before anyone get sodomised, me and siti decided to help Mummy Ruhaida out in the kitchen.

then some of them cam-whored without me. hmmmph!

* * *

in the late afternoon, siti, me and hudah got more then a lil hungry. while the boys got into a game of street soccer, the three of us decided to drop by Cheers at Downtown East(which was farking farrr sia). When we got there, we had to fetch hafizd from the bus stop because being a guy, directions are definitely not his forte. well, we were walkin home when a downpour started. the gravel was slippery against our sandals and we had to take them off and ran barefooted in the cold rain. soon enough, the four of us found ourselves stranded at Costa Sands Resort lobby. all drenched and shivering at the brink of hypothermia with Siti's pack of soggy large fries to help keep us warm. Luckily, with the help of technology, we managed to reach mummy to save us.

meanwhile, back at the bungalow, the boys got caught in the rain too, in the midst of their street soccer game.

hehe... nashir cold and drenched from the sudden downpour. soooo not a cute sight.

when we reached, we got on with working on a scrapbook of our class, planned as a surprise for mdm ruhaidah.

-our lil meeting in the grrrls' room behind closed doors away from mummy's prying eyes-

after working, as per normal, we get hungry. and when i said hungry, i meant people-devouring-their-foods-worse-then-a-starved-dessert-scavanger-on-Animal-Planet-would.

that's a whole lot of mee for a small girl like hudah, innit?

and here's the infamous Bangla-lapar-balek-keje pic. *hey, i wasn't the one who said that, okaye.*

Dan came a tad too late, that's why he's only left with scraps of leftovers (in our class, "leftovers" meant veggies).

the not so hungry crowd, enjoying the food together with the moonlit breeze outside.

they enjoyed the breeze, the moonlight, yadda yadda yadda. but you know what i enjoyed?

i enjoyed the chicken.

i enjoyed the chicken so much, that if ever i could marry poultry, i'd marry this chicken.

it was soo good, it would have put Colonel Sanders of KFC to shame.

Proof of it being the star of the buffet table:

these guys did a good job of BBQ-ing them. they got a right amount of carbon on them. they cooked it just right. Well done Farid G. and Lyon!

but it's not totally on how pro the cooks are. its how the chicken is marinated.

and that, was done by *surprise surprise*,
Ah Beng.

and that was why he's such a wanted man by girls of all ages, races and creed...

spotted kakak and her boo eating outside...cute, aren't they

after dinner, a whole lotta things happened.

mdm ruhaida calling for a class meeting. talking about when we first started school till now we've grown into a big tight family with her as our mummy. things got really emotional when we gave her our scrapbook that the whole class put together and the lil class collage. she went on to hug every girl and gave each boy a handshake, all tagged with a personal message. we are gonna miss her.

then, nashir got saboh-ed with a bag of flour and bombarded with water bombs. well,we tried to get the other april baby, Mr Emperor Yong Chiang. but i guess his royal gaurds let him escape with minor flour traces on his back.

for once, we could see nashir in the dark. hehs. no offence bro. just kiddin.

so afta mummy head off for home, we set one rule before getting on with our games.

No one should sleep the night or else you'll be the canvas for hudah n me to practise our art.

so everything went on smooth...

people started playing twister...

that look on Dan's face is priceless. hahaha...

if he aint flaunting his splits at twister, he joined the (not so)Notorious Blood Brothers aka Nashir, Fizd n Farid for a game of topless Monkey.

if not, he's indoors playing video games with the other guys. but still topless, tho.

then, me and hudah found a victim.

jeng jeng jeng

SITI!!!!

so we whipped out our magic marker and vandalised her legs.

then hudah went out to call her sayang via her mobile, sitting alone at the corridor. one might mistake her for a garden gnome. but twice the trouble.

not long after that, we spotted ah beng, sleeping peacefully on the table top after downing a lil bit too much of vodka.

so,we gave him some personal angkong....

and even a pedicure...

ouh, how thoughtful of us.

and poor ah beng has to wake up with more than just a hang over.

as the night sky breaks into dawn, people are getting restless.

a game of daidee only made us sleepy.

besides, i didnt like my cards.

then we spotted Jane who fell asleep in the backyard. hehe... lyon took this pic.

we didnt vandalise her because its dawn already, and we said no sleeping at night. so we gave her a break.

as the morning sun breaks its way thru the dark night sky, we all started to drop like fruit flies.

drained out from fatigue, still have energy to play pool after checking out.

but it turned out a big snooze anyway. and i could hit quite a ball! don't delieve me? ask the guys...hehe

well, the whole class chalet thing turned out a great success. we love gatherings.

and we all love each other.

WE LOVE JB0504C.

hugs n misses,

-atix*

Happy Birthday Nashir!!

2006-04-13T00:20:00.000+08:00

hey, guys!
meet my partner in crime, Nashir.

but ouh, wait! something is not quite rite wif this picture...

hmmm...

ouhhh!!!

let's get a close up on him...

aaaaaaaah.

so that's it... he shaved his line of upper lip facial hair!!!

yes, people.

it's a sad parting between our rising Rawkstarr of band 3Dash1 and his prized trademark moustache which had always graced his face in his post-pubescent years.

with that moustache, he'd been labled (by me. hehs)

from a cute Boy(or man)-Next-Door ...

to a Simei's serial rapist(like i said, i was his partner in crime.)

heeheee... you readers are priveleged enough to see this never before released mug-shot of him.

heeheeeheee.

from Bollywood's top Yoga guru...

to a celebrated family man.

Nashir was a lot of things. and he still is.

he's a great company to hang with, and an even better friend.

a joy to talk to, and also an excellent listener.

a mad scientist, with a crazy attitude to match

(and i mean that in a good way.)

the best photo editor in town, but an even bigger cam-whore.

a talented artiste, a good bro and a best friend.

Happy Twentieth dude.

moustache or no moustache,

hope you have a blast on your birthday.

and i hope that moustache leave ur upper lip permanently cause that's what most girls like.

hehs.

ps: i still owe u a shirt n a date.

once again, Happy Birthday, Man!!!!!

Azril's Chalet

2006-03-18T18:11:00.000+08:00

last sunday, me n the BF decided to drop by Azril's chalet after our study session just to chill. because the next day we had a math test. and i'll never calm down when there's a math test. unless i destress. hehe, dat rhymes...

meet the organizer, Azril.

yup. that's him. and you thought he was cute??

see, what did i tell ya.

the chalet is actually a gathering for us, ex-Unitians. but whaddaheck.

met my threeway-les-partners from secondary school, CT and Lya along the way.

we were fine...

till we got to the food...

and we went kinda...siao.mad.crazy.giler.cuckoo.

whatever your language is, lemme show you what i mean.

Exhibit A.

Exhibit B.

Exhibit C.

and the plain ol' bizaare unexplainable.

i donno how come they can smile while i got hanged. Most prolly because i was within his 100m radius.

but ah-hah!! i came to a conclusion as to why we went nuts.

it was because these guys did the cooking.

heheheh.

Yanti was smart enough to refuse the food. hehs.

but in actual fact, she ate more than i did. heheh.

and poor us had to result to unhealthy preservative-laden canned food.

and Azril caught us trying to seek refuge behind the can of fruits, away from his carbonated chicken wings...

and nearly butchered us into a BBQ Special.

unless we ate his nasty food.

which we did. and hence, the results. not that we're not nutty enough already...

thank gawd, the bf wasn't harmed. well, not really.

faris.him.me

Us Grrrls.

oops. wrong pic. yanti n fairuz is not in it...

wait arh...

ah, here's the pic wif all dem gerls present that night.

didnt get to catch nysa, who went home before the sun set...

all pics are courtesy of Nisa.

*nisa and me*

because my camera's still down.

haizz. miss my weapon of choice.

till later.

2006-03-10T21:57:00.000+08:00

it's been awhile since Hanif or, more affectionately known as Anep, left us...

left as in quit school larh. what were you thinkin.

then, we got news that Fahmy will be leaving to fullfill his loyalties to the country.

as in go for NS.

Not long after that, Hidayah, aka ida or Adeq, made the decision to go out and work.

*sooo gonna miss her loud giggles.*

soon, the OLevel results for 2005 came out...

and guess what another two of our friends are gonna leave us to go pursue their dreams in poly.

Sing Hua-My "Big" Larling.

and also

Wei An @ AnAn.

Wish you guys all the best. Hope to see ya'll soon.

You guys will totally be missed here at simei.

Don't forget us horr.

-huggs n kisses from behalf of all of us at JB0504C-

take care.

Haircut Day

2006-02-26T19:04:00.000+08:00

HEY ALL!

i got a haircut earlier today with the bf.

behold: my "Before" picture.

i'm tired of my boring ol' shoulder length hair.

it looks soo bah whenever i want to go to school.

only when i get ready to school, did it look bahh.

and i can't get it to look nice in a different style.

when i pull it up into a tight ponytail, it doesn't look right.

when i secure it to the sides with hair slides, the slides literally slide off my hair.

when i clip it all up, it just fall apart.

all i can do is just let it fall to my shoulders.

very rimas you know. the weather here is not like new zealand's autumn or what. it's mostly hot hot humid all year round. and thick shoulder length hair is not an option.

i got soo fed up, i decided to tag along wif the bf to have his hair cut at Yishun. i didn't have an appointment with the hairdresser at first, but thanx to our dear friend Lakshmi*tnx girl!!*, she got to squeeze a slot for me togetherr with Farid's at 12pm just now.

and here's my "After" picture...

i got it layered a lil more. and i got a lil bit of bangs too. yep yep! bangs!

i love short hair. doesn't fall stubbornly when you clip it up. whoohoo!

it's a good cut for a mere 5bux.

i know what you're saying. yes, it's PHREAKIN 5BUX!!

*smileSmile*

not too short. 'cause i like the way hair is tied up in a short untidy cute lil ponytail.

i likes!

and i could do it a lil rock-chick-ish. i just messed it up and stuck a lil flower by the side.

but wait.

NOOOOOOO!!!!!

when i look back at this pic, i noticed i look a lil like Fahriy*h.

no way.

but thank gawd, i've got more spunk than she does. and i turn the total cute-ism up to a higher level.

hehs.

that Fahriy*h ah...wahlao.

she slammed my cousin on her not-so-personal blog a few days ago.

she called Awie fat and a useless friend.

i mean, OMG, doesnt she have feelings?? whoa, calling a girl fat is like the worst insult everrr. how low can this girl get?? and useless friend?? FYI, she stood by your darlin when she's down when you put her thru heartache. she helped your darlin pull thru and live up her life when you hurt her. how dare you call her useless. daymmit. you're a goddamn girl, don't you know how to be sensitive??? be subtle with your bad-mouthing. don't you even think when you get those words typed out?? you want people to like you for slamming people issit?? maybe you are just plain weird. the world's gotta have less of you around. stop the hate lah. please, grow up. you're like what, 16?? please. be mature about stuff. if you're not happy about something, tell her straight to the face. don't bad-mouth others in the blogosphere.

and go ahead, call us a bitch.

'cause you know what?

A bitch is a dog, and a dog barks, and bark is part of a tree, and trees are a part of nature, and nature is beautiful.

therefore, you're calling us beautiful.

stop harrassing my cousin online okaye with your acidic entries.

or should i teach you what emotional hurt is?

i'll forever hold my peace with you.

i hope it all end here.

hah. i digressed a lot didn't i.

i've gotta go study for my math test tomorrow.

wish me luck!

bowling/semakau

2006-02-17T09:30:00.000+08:00

BOOoyAhhH!!!

Attack of the Lolly-Suckers.

heh.

i went bowling about two weeks ago at Taman Jurong's Bowling Alley. i love that place. not alotta people, good air conditioning, clean environment, they've got KFC and McD's nearby. i still don't get why not alotta people go there. but the best thing i like about that place is the availability of a Chuppa Chups Lolly machine, dispensing a variety of flavours at 50¢ a pop. yummm. Chuppa Chups, to me are pretty nostalgic. during my secondary school days, you'll never catch me dead without a stick hangin out of my mouth.

anyways, like i said, i went bowling. as in really bowling. Not Hudah bowling. Bowling bowling.

let me explain.

hudah and bowling are synonymous. Bowling's her childhood nick. not because she's good at it or what, but because she used to be a jolly round kid. i've seen her pics. she's heee-uge, man.

well, somethings don't really change...

the game went well, with nashir's sister leading at the beginning. then everything went haywire when the pressure starts to seep into everyone's skins.

awie lost her grip. Literally.

the ball roll off her fingers lah sak...!

even Farid went into hang mode. heheh.

amidst all the chaos, i, as the President of the Cam-Whoring Club of College East, ITE Simei, had recruited an aspiring talented photographer. she's none other than Nurjahan, my very own vice's sister.

i shook on it to make her official. she's got mighty impressive shots in my cam, ya know.

we got nuthin better to do after Farid won, so we took one last shot.

very bo liao right? ya. i know.

yes, FARID won. ala farid.

* * *

on the following Tuesday, my class and our sister class, D, went to a field trip to Pulau Semakau Landfill.

Yes. A Landfill.

as in dumping site, trash island, where all rubbish from mainland Singapore are brought to.

yes.

we went there to get samples and see what kinda alien micro-organisms are found on Semakau.

and, yes, we were all psyched to get there.

just look at the wide smiles.

[L2R:Hudah, Ayu, Siti, ME, Ida, Ais and Mr Rashid]

We took a bus to the western coast to get a speedboat ride to Semakau.

and as soon as we reach the harbour, guess what we did?

yea, we camwhored.

some people are not too happy about our constant papparazzi-ing.

this is what we term tak jiwa.

we went to the jetty and got on our chosen boat. waved off the people on land and we are off!

and take load of this.

wow.

that island, with all the vegetation and huts, that's Pulau Hantu. and to think that Hantu's Malay for ghost!!!

such a pretty island does not deserve such name.

never did know that Singapore could be so scenic offshore...

the waters glimmered and shimmered like jewels against the sun's rays.

beeeeyutiful sight i tell you.

too bad Siti had to miss it when she dozed off at the lull-ing whispers of sea breeze.

and i?

i got to sneak a shot with farid on the boat!

okaye, so, we reached the landfill, where all things trash takes place everyday.

this is the unglamorous side of Semakau.

but as we travelled beyond the refuse heap and industrialization of man, we saw the nature Semakau hid from most civilians.

first we saw forests of mangroves, which kinda resembled hafizd's halo of afroism.

then it came.

the wonderful setting at the island's edges.

soo pretty a sight, that one might mistake it for a bollywood set.

hehe. couple of the month, Hudah n Nashir.

anyways, i was feeling kinda irritating, so i decided to irritate nashir by sneaking into his solo pics and make pathetic faces. heheh. i got him real irritated sia. whahahaha!! it felt good tho... heeee
sorry bro.

after getting our micro-organism samples, we had to leave the trashy beauty for boring ol' mainland Singapore.

we were all kinda tired...

well, siti's kinda into the song she's listening, that explains the phoney smile plastered on her face...

it wasn't long till everyone on the boat fell asleep and my batts went flat.

we went to have dinner at West Coast, since my batts died on me, i don't have pics to blog about it...

* * *

if ya wanna know,

i'm actually in school's Resource Centre...

i cabut classs...

um ooops?

bad, atix, baaaad.

i promise i won't do this again.

really.

] =)

(that's my devilish smile, the square bracket is my pair of devil horns. aiyarh. whatever lah.)

um, happy belated Valentine's evribody.

lotsa luv from me to you *muaxMuax*

Chingay: Parade of Dreams

2006-02-05T15:41:00.000+08:00

Hey people!!!

Went to the Chingay Parade of Dreams yesterday. and as i promised, i've got pics!!!! but not pics from chingay. this blog entry is full of me and my gang's pics. so if you're not comfortable with full frontal narcissism or perhaps cam-whoring is against your religion, or maybe you are an Anti-Vain activist, or maybe you just have a weak stomach, i suggest you close this window and surf some porn instead.

okaye.

first up,

Siti came to meet me at my house. i wasn't ready when she got here. my room was a mess, but who cares. it's just siti. not the health inspector.

here's what we look like when we set off:

we went off to Orchard Cineleisure's KFC to find Hudah, Farid and Hafizd slowly lapping up their cheese fries like the Chingay wasn't gonna happen for another century.

sempat bergambar plak tu... yea, and hafizd's bush is finally growing!!! missed it!!

me and siti urged them to down their food ASAP. We went up and down the streets of Orchard before we found a near enough view of the 3dash1 set up. the walk made me sweat out more than i did at PE. whoa. Nashir's band put up a great show. at the barricades, me and the gang went crazy, singing along to And If You're Gone worse than William Hung did She Bangs. but who cares. We love 3dash1 and no one better can jam better than they do.

didn't get a clear shot of the band. this is the best i got. and the one in white at the mid of the pic, that's nashir.

after 3dash1's performance, we met 2 outta 3 of the Dashers at Coffee Club Express.

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaargghhhhhhhh!!!

i shook hands with Andhika!!!!! waaarghhh!!! whooohooo! normally i would have melted if a celebrity looks at me, but when he shook my hand, i melted and evaporated and sublimed to my normal state again!!! waaaahhh!!! he's even hawter in person, y'know. Hilarious too!

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!

okaye.calmdown.

so anyways, we got there and cam-whored.

and cam-whored

and cam-whored some more.

and i gotta tell you, the Coffee Crunch we had there was mean, man...
whoa. i hadn't had the best coffee till i had a sip of Coffee Club Express' Coffee Crunch.
it was a blend of coffee, cookies, chocolatey goodness and hints of peppermint.

gawd it was good.

look at these two. they got into an artificial high just drinkin it. that was how good it was.

after we drank our stresses away, we headed down to City Hall to continue our CamWhoring expedition at Esplanade. ouh, by this time, siti hung out with her friends and went off with them, so we continued our cam whoring without her. along the way, i noticed my camera wasn't hanging by my wrist. so i checked with the others and they say it wasn't with them. i panicked and started thinking excuses to tell my dad. i wasn't good with pressure, so i started frantically searched their bags. i almost did a strip search then and there. they had better thank their lucky stars i didn't do that. with all the panic and trauma, i didnt even realise that my camera was hidden in Hudah's baggie. urgh.

can't believe they successfully punk'd me till the verge of tears.

but they made up for it. cause they knew how to cheer me up.

me after my near tear experience. my mate makin sepet plak...

Note to Nashir: well, nashir, no one takes away a cam-whorer's weapon without getting away unpunished.

so, here's for you.

a pic of your maternal bliss: your boncet beauty.

and here's me and hudah doing a nashir.

Moustached.

*hudah and me giggles*

ahem.

people, behold.

the cutest "couple". everr.

always stood by each other no matter whutt.
even when one of them is convicted, the other one still visits her in jail routinely.

they're havin a baby together. i wish them all the happiness God can give. amin.

holy matrimony aside,

holy cam whoring continues!

here's our individual shots!

i've got a standing pic too...

*hehe. i told you i aint got no ass to even talk about. my butt's as flat as McDonalds' Fan-tastic rice cake. i'm Baby Got No Back. heh.

well, whatever. i don't mind. cause i aint got no self esteem issues. =)

Ciakkkk!!!

naturally, me and hudah went cam-crazy amongst the hangin fabrics at Esplanade.

and here's a random shot of me and farid. i like the pic!

*coz i look cuter compared to him. heh heh heh*

met dem grrrls too!

my sayangs waaay back in secondary school. ct.me.lya.

it's always been the three of us.
sayaaaaang korang!

we went home together in the last North-Line train.

kinda missed the old times we had...

all the fun and crazy shit. Miss you guys.
we look more surprised then tired in that pic... hehs.

ps:ct, send aku gamba2 kat dlm hp kau yg kite amek kat dlm train tau...

ouh, wow. it's already 4.53pm. i gotta go get ready. i'm meeting Hudah, Awie, Farid, Faris and Nashir to go bowling at Jurong... update you on that.

in another entry.

; )

Today All Roads at Orchard will be Closed.

2006-02-04T14:39:00.000+08:00

later will be going to Chingay: Parade of dreams with the usuals.

the usuals include Hudah, Siti and Farid.

Ayu will be going with her beau.
Hafizd, maybe.
Nashir will be performing. [whoooohoooo 3Dash1!!!!]

for those 3dash1 fans out there, they will be near Heeren.
yay! can't wait!
because i'm still stuck on their promoting single And If You're Gone eversince i heard it last July. 9th july to be exact, at last year's Youth Alive. Wow. they are phenomenal, people. i am sooo gonna buy their album when it comes out. we should support our local talents more y'know.

well anyways, i'll be meeting them at 6pm at Orchard.
see y'all there.

and i hope i won't get groped.
my mom's stressing that if there's gonna be a heeeee-uge crowd downtown, people are gonna get their booty grabbed or something. wait. i don't have that much of an ass anyway. but i do have a lil more of the opposite. daymn. imma hafta get farid in charge of keeping prying hands off of our zone. he'd better make sure me, hudz and siti leave that place untraumatized.

now i have to decide what to wear.
updates soon.
with pics.
definitely.

Meet My Boyfriend.

2006-02-01T00:20:00.000+08:00

hey people!

wanna meet my new squeeze?

he's the white guy from the states.

the one with red hair and the fairest epidermis everr...

the guy who started the whole fast food thing altogether...

friends, readers, mom and dad, meet my boo...

Ron.

aren't we sweet or whutt?

hehs.

I'm still down with the flu bug.

blame Hafizd for making it all start. now, i'm an active breeding ground for the virus. stand back people, stand back.

but i like my sick voice tho. thanx for that!

well, Hafizd, since you can't be with us the other day, here's a tribute to you.

all hail afro-ism.

; )

happy lunar new year to all Chinese!!!

2006-01-30T00:21:00.000+08:00

HEY ALL!!!

went to watch Memoirs of a Geisha on Lunar New Year's Eve.

watched the evening show at Cathay Cineleisure. and guess what we saw at the entrance to the theatres? a sign aimed at Hudah asking if she's short enough for a free movie.

well, she is short. shorter than the sign, in fact. but not short enough to reach the free movie height limit, which is 0.9m

the movie was good. i kinda liked it. it's full of emotion and sure taught me a thing or two about traditional geishas. for one thing, i've always thought they are a bunch of high class whores. but no way. there's more to being a geisha than just sex. it takes alotta work to be one. you need grace and all the right skills. you've gotta possess the charms to get any guy at all to drop at the mercy of your dainty feet. have the power to seduce a difficult man only by flashing a piece of skin on the back of your wrist. master the art of applying the trademark make-up. on top of that, you'll be required to know how to entertain, by dancing, singing, playing the shamisen and stuff like that.

AAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaarghhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG.

i accidentally deleted all the messages in my inbox. phreakin P*nasonic phones. daymmit larhhh. got all those sentimental msges from my crushes n frens n other not so important people. whateverr lah. maybe it's fate's way of trying to get me to forget 2005. haizz.

as i was ramblin,

contrary to popular belief, being a geisha is not having your life revolve around scandalous sexcapades only. i happen to like geisha make-up. the white-washed skin. small plump blood-red lips. carbonated eyebrows. heavily lined single eyelids. there's something gothly about it tho it's like pure and white and no connections with anything deathly/ghostly.

ouh, whateverr. after the movie we went to McCafe to lek-lek. in other words, to chill and have supper and talk crap till every shopping centre in the district closes.

i had Mocha frappe with whipped cream and Cheese sandwich.

the Cheese sandwich was comfortingly warm, scented with fragrant dried oregano with melted cheese dribbling down your chin and the tomato bursting with flavoursome sweetnsourness everytime your teeth take a sink into the whole package of carbed heaven. hmmmm.

honestly, people, i nearly licked my screen.

well, the mocha? the sandwich overshadowed the frappe, shaming it, making it taste soo awfully ordinary. i was distracted by all the savoury goodness the sandwich brought.

okaye, lets move on before i decide to print the pic and eat paper.

we got up and left at around eh? i oso forgot what time. i think close to 12 am.

(mentang2 ibu bapak takde dalam negeri, fuyoh, jolly eh, anak dara balek lambat. ish ish ish.)

we cam-whored along the way.

well, i cam-whored more, but the other extras manqaged to squeeze in.

ouh, well. i forgive them. 'cause if i don't, they don't have a cam to whore at. *evil laughter*

ouh, yea. i almost forgot.

i solved the unsolvable.

as we all know, farid has this trademark droopy eyes, right?

but as we all don't know,

he's actually a DRUGGIE!!!

look at the pic ah!! he looks almost like he's snorting fairy dust up that Mickey D's straw.

of course he's not a druggie lah.

tho he looks like one. i'm just saying. heh.

(really look like he is a hardcore addict, right... see lah people are actually agreeing with me. can't blame me whutt.)

anyways, as i'll be alone with the probability of a serial molester lurking around(yea, people, my neighbourhood is haunted with a horny China nationale wearing a shirt and shorts, standing at 1.5-1.6m. it's all over the residents' noticeboard), i've invited hudah, whose parents are also at Terengganu for the weekend, to spend Lunar New Year with me. as you may assume, we went crazy. how crazy you ask? just look at

Exhibit A:

i'm in pink pyjama bottoms and a clashing blue tee and she's in floral pyjama bottoms and yellow tee. yea, we pulled our pants as high as we could and pretend to be the retard from Jeritan Sepi called Cik Leh. we did crazier stuffs and stayed up all thru the night talkin over the loudspeaker-ed phone with our bestie Nashir. talking to him was like a real stress reliever. we talked about everything under the sun. from elephants to love, from guys to why did the chicken cross the road. heh.boy did we had a hellotta fun.

the next day, Hudah's caught my flu virus. and i've lost my voice. haizz.

we invited faris to join us to study for our Molecular Biology test. but hell. we didn't really study. we ate chips and watched tv and talked instead.

so by evening, we had worked up a big appetite. we head down to yew tee's McD's for dinner.

and i got the Beef Fan-tastic meal. not really fantastic, if you ask me. i give it just an okaye.

my mom and dad's coming home tomorrow. haizz. i loved having the house to myself.

good things must end to y'know.

hehs.

*to all Chinese, Happy Lunar New Year and a prosperous Year of the Dog ahead!*

2006-01-26T00:41:00.000+08:00

i've been craving for breakfast foods lately. like toast. pancakes. waffles. bacon. eggs. and cereal. especially cereals. especially Honeystars.

firstly, they're in my favourite shapes. The Pentagram. or the five point star. or the pentalpha. or the pentacle. or the-whateverr-you-call-it.

secondly, they've got honey in it!

thirdly, it turns your pure white milk yellow if you let them sit in it long enough. heheh. i love to sabotage milk. 'cause i hate it.

fourth, i love the crunch it makes.

fifth, they're bright and yellow, all cute and stuff, like crying for your attention, screaming "Hey! Brush your teeth and eat me up!!!"

i've been having honeystars for breakfast, dinner and my routine snacking sessions.

yumm.

i'm not weird lah. it's nice okaye.

i'm hooked.

i think they should check me up in rehab or something.

definitely the tastiest stars in the universe!(that's the catchphrase lah)

My family's takin a vacation this long Lunar New Year weekend. i've got tests coming up, so i decided to stay home and study. and have the house all to myself. wooooooooooots!

heheh. i think when they come back, they'll find me OD-ed with the HunnyStars from all the nearest Mama shops and NTUC.

happy lunar new year people, and may the boogie be witchu.

it's 5.21am and the effect from the coffee i had at 10.30 at coffee bean still hadnt wear off.

2006-01-15T04:29:00.000+08:00

the other day in school, faris spotted something.

the fact that it was only 12pm on a tuesday didn't bother me. but take a look at the year. whoa. i'd be almost 28 in 2017!!! don't tell me i got into another Time Warping Thingy again. i have gotta get in touch with the toys of today.

Watever.

so, anyways, two days ago i bought my own MRT and cruised around the island after class.

i chose the latest train model because the seats are of a loud girly Magenta shade.

but i got bored soon after. so i donated it to the moscow circus.

because i didn't have anyone to show it off to. and no BF to enjoy it with. i do have friends tho, but like they said, they're tired of train-ish smell because of over-using the MRT to get to school everyday.

Hey, guess what i got?

A pic of Hudah sleeping outside GM Lab 01, in her new Boboy haircut!! *snicker snicker*

not that it's anything new, since Hudah is a really big sleeper and you could always catch her sneaking a snooze whenever, where everr. man, for a small girl like her, she sure slumbers like a polar bear in harsh arctic winter. i'll elaborate on another entry. heh.

and speaking of hudah. as u see, she's sporting a new look. a hairdo which changes her life, from Hudah to Hidhir/Boboy/Mat. heheh. well, i think the haircut reminds me of an old time actress called Mia Farrow in one of her movies. u dunno who she is? ouh, okaye. go to a search engine and type her name in the space given and go do your own research you lazy bum.

well, people, Hudah (or hidhir or whatever you call her), is certainly not gonna let us think she's a boboy with a girly's voice.so she decided to take make a life threatening decision.

no lah. not go thru a gender correction surgery. siao issit?

but to pierce her first set of holes into her ears.

FYI, ear piercing is practised waaaaay long ago, somewhere in the times of Bilqis(if you read the Bible, she's named Queen of Sheba), or maybe even earlier of many cultures. in the Mid Eastern countries, parents pierce their newborn baby girl's ears with gold hoops to signify that their baby's female. that's why Muslim males aren't supposed to pierce their ears as it signifies feminity. any other piercings are not allowed too as it's viewed as self mutilation. that includes navel piercing. um, oops?
and didja know Ancient Egyptian female royalty have double piercings on their lobes to signify their status in society? so, yea, lowlifes, bow when you see me, for i have double piercings on each earlobe. for all you know, i'm the reincarnated Nefertiti. hehe. nahh, i don't believe in that shit.

as i was saying, here's dearest hudah getting here ears holed.

so now, she's pretty much a girl by ancient standards. or a Shemale. hehe.

ouh yeah. i didnt tell you who we were out with. me and hudah were out with the usuals.

Dem boys.

well, you see, i wasn't gonna go actually. but i was threatened to tag along. i was gonna put my life at risk and just stay stubborn and not go out. but i pity Hudah, whom without me, she'll be all alone with three mad scientists. God knows what they might do to her. probably mutate her 'short' genes and extract her plasmid DNA and inject them into Shaquille O'Neal to make him as tall as an average Mama Leprechaun.

besides being there for hudah, i also went because Farid was there. irritating farid is not just a hobby, its an obsession. *Psychotic Evil Laughter with Monstrous Thunder and Lightning in the Background Muawhahahahahahahahahahaha!!!*

after hudah got her earlobes disfigured, we went for lunch at one of the stalls at the last level of Far East Plaza. i can't remember the name but i sure do remember the whack of a service we recieved. the service was PURE SUCKY at its BEST(or shud that be worst?)!!! the woman who waited our table had her face so sour, it would've shamed an unripe lemon!!!!! daymn, did that spoiled our meal! the food tasted blueghh anyway. attitude sia that woman. if she's gonna keep that arse-y persona, she should be damned from working in any form of tertiary industry!!

whoa. i should save that kinda teenaged angst for a catfight or something. heh.

anyways, we finished dinner and dropped by Borders. ouhh, we met Mei Luan and some others from BCT at Far East. and ya know what??? that Nashir kept saying "Skali we see Velda" enough times to get my ears spewing blood, that we actually did bumped into Velda. and you know freaking what??!! this is soooo not the first time this had happened you know!! eeeyew! Not friggin fair seyy. how come i keep muttering "Skali we crash into Josh Hartnett," but we never did?? aiyarh... lucky bum lah he. why do good things happen to people like him? what about me? i wanna see my crushee strolling casually along Scotts Road too, you know.

Note to Nashir: eh, give chan lehh. next time say my crushee name okaye? i'll reward you with 50 peanuts if we actually do bump into him.

lets get on with my blog entry.

we headed to Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf. if you donno yet, CBnTL is my absolute favourite haunt! whooohooo!

i had the Black Forest Original Ice Blend which is the mother of all lip licking yummilicious caffeinated ice blends. its almost orgasmic!!!! if i could marry a caffienated Coffee Bean Original, i'd marry the Black Forest.

so here's me with my trademark cheeky look with my Love of the Moment:

here's Hudah with her much known for Crazy-Frog eyes:

and this is Farid with his au naturale droopy eyes, earning him the nick Steamers:

last but defintely not least,

Nashir, with his new found creepy-but-pervertic persona:

creeped me out bad there, pal.

hafizd was, well, cam-shy(which is very unlikely, right?) that time. but i did get a pic of the trio with Hafizd doing his trademark I-Got-High-When-I-Scratched-My-Hair thingy which he always does. and in the pic, you could see Farid trying very hard to force his lids up. well, all i can say is nashir never looked more normal, sandwiched between the two weirdos. even tho he still looked freaky. aiyarh. freaky is the norm for these three anyways.

we love Coffee Bean, right guys?

looks like an ad, horr?

i bought myself a skirt from Mango to cheer myself up from the threats i faced to join my darling friends for a trip downtown.

FUCK THOSE WHO THINK I'M NOT "GIRL" ENUFF TO WEAR A SKIRT.

here's a preview of me in my new MNG skirt with all my girlish mess in the background

i'm more girly than you're average Barbie.

with more spice to it.

hehs.

i've got three days MC. heeheehee!

2006-01-09T17:56:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil'Adha everybody!

too bad i'm stricken with a nasty eye infection! whahahahaha. why the hell am i laughin?
i got three days MC for that. i went to school and got shoo-ed home by Mdm Ruhaidah, aka the class Mommy. i took my Bio test then went back. waste my ez-link money. came all the way from Yew Tee to Simei and spend one hour in school and thats it. i fell asleep in the train from City Hall all the way to Jurong East. Wah lao eh. guess i was that wiped out after over-studying for a 5-questioned bio test. ouh well. i hope it all paid off.

anywayz, how am i supposed to go hari raya-ing with a swollen eye like this?? but whateverr. i'm gonna spend my holidays over at my grandad's Pontian house at Johor. heheh. can play wif fire. heheh. i hope the Malaysian authority don't read my blog. if you are, I SWEAR, I'M NOT AN ARSENIST. really.

i gotta go pack my clothes and medication for my one day stay. see ya'll in school on thursday. ;)

;) << that is not a wink. it's me smiling with an infected eye.

selamat hari raya to all muslims.

Papayas Are Not Sexy.

2006-01-07T04:33:00.000+08:00

Hey there. Meet my friend, Papaya. She* looks innocent right? Or so you think.

this is the longitudanal cross section of Papaya. Full of fibre, vitamins and loads of other good stuff.

Good enoough to lick your screen right?

But wait!!!

here's a close up at those nasty funicles.

Nasty!

creeped me out.

so not sexy.

but whaddaheck. i finished it off anywayz.

right down to the very last drop of unsexy papaya juice. heh.

*its a 'she' coz it is the female reproductive part of a papaya plant. it carries the seeds for the next generation. hehe, a lil bit of bio when u read my blog...

January First, 2006

2006-01-01T16:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
went out as the Awesome Foursome on New Year's Eve.(L2R: ila,dya,iqa and awi)
we went shopping!!!!
and as you can see, we bought sunglasses. for mere $8 each!

whoohooo.... my Shades Fetishism starts again.

hehs =)

as i was sayin, we did alotta shopping, especially ila and dya. they got 2pairs of shoes each, blouses and pants and i donno what else. but it's all fun and laughs and kekecohan when we all go out together. alotta people might complain that we get a little too kecoh for a group of four teenaged girls, but that's what makes us tight, y'know.

and so, as i shopped and tried on stuff in the fitting room, i didnt notice Awi's got my camera and is busy snapping away. haha. yea, she was in the fittin room wif me, so?

and i ended up buying that green camisole. the jacket? i already have a similar one at home.

we had our dinner at Cahaya (or was it Taman Ros?) at the fourth floor of Far East Plaza before splurging for dessert at Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf (my favourite place for an emergency caffeine fix. beats Starbucks anytime.)

see how happy we are?

shopping's a cure to everything for each and every girl. =)

ouh, yea, along the way, we met Hafizd, the ex afro and Farid,the steamers. they were on their way to Esplanade. heard there was a fight at around 4 in the morning at the bus stop near Marina. my uncle toldme he saw thru the CCTV, he's a security guard,you see. and my other uncle, Cik Sam(pronounce as the English name Sam) was one of the bouncers at Sentosa. whahaha. when he told me he was offered the job, my toes laughed. i met him just now and his voice was gone. i figured he joined in the party instead of "bouncing" the crowd. hehe...

well, people, have a wonderful new year ahead.

ps:can't wait for the World Cup... =)

my one week holiday is almost up.

2005-12-31T01:00:00.000+08:00

on Xmas Eve, me and the gang decided to take advantage of the holiday season and shop!!!!

there were 50% offs everywhere!

and of course, the Gang consists of (frm L2R) Hudah, Ayu, Siti, Hafidz, Ateeqa(aka me), Nashir and Farid.

the pic is kindly taken by a nice shop owner with very unsteady hands, whose shop is located near the escalator at level 3 of Far East Plaza, selling garments and making them into clothes.

and guess who we got to rub shoulders with at the 3rd level 77th Street store?

Elim Chew!!! the founder of 77th Street itself!!

Don't believe me? here's a pic for you. in ya face, people, in ya face.

the next day i was off with the family(and also including family friends Cik Mus and Co.) to Pontian, Johore for my step uncle's wedding. and as you know, i wouldn't want to go to such things at my stepgrandmother's house, but my dad tricked me into thinkin that we'll be goin straight to KL. urggh.

for one thing, stepmothers are evil. what more stepgrandmas? they're walking livin breathin evil. Ancient Evil.

she's conniving you know. you know what she did? she very the Batu Api. always getting people to make misconceptions and fight. and she likes to bully my last uncle like he's Cinderella. Bossing him around, scold him, taking durians away from him. Eh, pleeeease lah. My granddad left a whole backyard of them trees. it's not gonna run out, woman!! anyways. She's very stingy too. Worse then Mr Scrooge i tell ya. Waaaaaaaaaaaaay worse. Stingy to the max. i won't elaborate on that. i mean, it's soo sad that my granddad didn't notice the evil green fumes spiraling out of her body you know. it's just soo sad how people could be soo blinded by love that- hey. wait a minute. maybe she used her evil powers to- uh, never mind. maybe in another entry. as i was saying, there was one time when my granddad was really2 ill and needed daily blood transfusion from his makeshift kidneys(ya know, the ones they used at NKF) at home. and she didnt even take care of him. she's probably out in the living room enjoying the limited channels on tv, munching pisang salai. not even when the needle came out off his arm, living him and the machine to bleed. my dad came home to find his dad unconcious in a bed of blood and that woman didn't do anything!!! she still can rilek2, do nothing while my dad and his bro rushed to the hospital and donated their blood to my granddad. i think my stepgrandma wants him dead ASAP so that she'll get the house and the loads of land my granddad leaves after he dies. well, too bad 'cause that land belongs to my granddad's son and daughters, and she's left with only a part of it. always think about herself. i can't forgive her for letting my granddaddy bleed like that.

anyways, i thot after goin to the wedding, we'll go to KL, but NOOOOO. my dad said we'll only be goin the next day, Cik Mus and all. Hrmphh.

Day One

as you can see, i'm as bored as can be.

Day Two

still as bored, since i was still in Pontian.

and almost four hours later, we finally got to KL!!!

well, not really KL. somewhere near KL, called Sunway City.

this is the view of Sunway Lagoon from my hotel window. ouh, i stayed at Sunway Pyramid Tower Hotel or sumthin like dat. the pic is taken just after sunrise, it explains the lack of people in the usually crowded manmade beach. it haven't open lah, early in the morning.

and check this picture i took on my first night there... simply gorgeous!!

it's not edited or anything. i just snapped my cam at the window to get a pic of the lights around town and i got the blend of the scenery outside and also a partial image of the bedroom! cool huh? the whole room is sooo gorgeuos. with zen concept, i loike!! it's the Studio Room, with a dining room and kitchen complete with appliances such as pans, knives, sendok, utensils and even a microwave oven!! i am soooo gonna stay here if everr i come to Sunway City again.

and look at the cute lil glass bowl of a sink! so chic rite!!! i sooo recommend the Studio Room. For more info, please visit their webbie.

the next day, we went to Petaling street.

got a whole lot of cheap stuff. i wanted the knock off Nike watch, but i decided to get a genuine Puma one when the prices go down next Christmas. haha. but i did get 2 t shirts there, 'cause i'm running low on tees. there right, you hafta be careful when you ask for a lower price 'cause it's been known that if you look like a keen buyer and you ask to lower their prices, and after that you don wanna buy, you might get beaten up,you know.

after Petaling Street, we head to Mid Valley MegaMall. it is sooo Mega-normous!! i likee!! got soo many things to look at, soo many things you wanna buy, but soo little time. haizz. didn't manage to shop that much. didnt even get to cover the whole mall. sad sad. still wanted those sneaker heels, still no size. why cant they make bigger sizes? is dat too much to ask for? they think what? every gerl have cute little dainty feet issit? sorry lah. wake up and look around. size eights are not even all that huge, okaye? hrmmph!

the Megamall, outside the rain-stained car windsheild.

the next day was spent shopping at the connected Sunway Pyramid Shopping Centre. i got two tees for myself, and one for nashir 'cause he asked me to buy one. i picked one with "Ready to Die" printed across the chest. it's a maroon tee by Double Shock. ouh.yea, i also got a book titled If I Have aWicked Stepmother, Where's My Prince? by Melissa Kantor. it looks nice. i wanted to also get another book, You are So Not Invited to My Bat Mitzvah by Fiona Rosenbloom. but too bad each book cost RM59.90 and i had to choose only one.
aiyah, never mind one. can find in the library whatt.

we set off for home the next day. and look at the scenic mountains past the meadows rolling by...

awesome.

then a storm started.

and as you know, storms makes people hungry. so we stopped by an eatery overlooking the sea. andsoon enough, we saw the first signs of the setting sun. simply splendid, doncha think so?

we had alotta seafood, eventho i can't take seafood for the next 2months because of my healing navel piercing. who cares. my bro is the one in black, the rest are Cik Mus' sons. and the empty plate is mine. just wanna tell ya that the crab, right there in the middle of the table is superb. the fish too. and the squid. and the kankong and the- aiyarh. everything oso nice lah.

when i reached singapore, straight away the next day i've got plans to go to my class' gathering at Marina's Seoul Garden.

too bad only about half of us turn up. we had fun camwhoring tho. hehe. cant wait till the next outing! and make sure the rest of u absentees turn up too can? please? share the fun as a class lah... be a good sport, alright?

we spotted this poster nearby...

and this is our take at it.

how? can rite? we got enough talent to be advertisers now.

me and hudah happen to wear the same sandals. hehs =)

a group pic after we all are filled to the brim carbonised bbq foodstuffs.

if you can't see yet, i'm behind Ah Beng. the only standing guy in black.

after that, a few of us went bowling, while the rest went jalan-jalan at Esplanade/home.

a pic of me, the loser of the game wif nashir, the winner.

me, serene, the two farids from my class and Ah Beng went to watch Narnia after bowling.

me? i've never been the kind to like fantasy stories. i love teenaged chick flicks and high school stuff, like Mean Girls, 10 Things i Hate About You, Save the Last Dance, The Craft and Dangerous Minds. but this movie, Narnia, that is totally rawked!! i like!! it's the kind of movie which will give you the thrill chills and goosebumps. with the beautiful landscapes, nicely done graphics and majestic characters. it's just wow. i didnt know fantasy stuff was actually good. i think the book would be brilliant. i havent read it, maybe soon. C.S. Lewis have quite an imagination in that head of his. well done.

i've got four more days to go before school starts.

enjoying it while i can...

hehe.

2005-12-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

i painted my toenails black and stuck silver stars on them.

and i think they're cute.

too bad my daddy don't think so.

ouh well...

Nuriqa-the Nobel (Peace) Prize Winner... soon.

2005-12-18T23:44:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE!!!!!

I've discovered Kryptonite!!!!!

i am soooo gonna get that Nobel Prize even before i graduate from Simei... heeheehee...

so anywayz, last week, in molecular biology, we did DNA electrophoresing. how freakin cool is that!!

see all those blue stuff? yea, those are different DNA which are dyed blue and are deposited in a row of rectangular wells in the agarose. we then electrocute the whole thing at 80 volts(i think) to get them to seperate into different genes. or something like that. afta that, we gonna do some cloning!!! Dolly Part2!! whahahhahahah!

no lah.

we're not gonna clone farm animals. we're gonna use good ol' boring bacteria. if you must know, we're using Escherichia coli . it's the main species of bacteria living in the lower intestines of birds and warm blooded animals. i still don't understand why the heck we using germs... who wants multiples of the same yucky shitty(literally) organisms anyways??

besides getting carbon copies of bacteria, me and my lab/gay-partner Siti* discovered other things too...

like this grandfather of all measuring cylinders.

Whoa, that thing is giganormous man!!

and also,

i'm sure you've heard of Akon's hit Belly Dancer, rite?

yeah, we, Scientists-in-Training at ITE College East Simei, need not go to Lebanon or travel to the harsh deserts of the middle east to get one...

cos...

we have one right here in the lab...!

and just as sexy too!

and speaking of sexy,

remember Johnny? the friendly Mind-My-Own-Beeswax LSP Mannequin?

yea, sad to say...

HE WAS SEXUALLY ASSAULTED.

and right in front of my eyes too. wat a sad sight to see.

it started with an accidental hand touch...

and it got SengHua all hot and horny beneath the pure white coat....

and look at all the others who are absorbed in getting acquainted with the Bio Safety Cabinet!!

so absorbed that they didn't notice that poor darlin Johnny was robbed of his innocence.

the hot groping action got fellow mad scientist Hafizd all steamy too.

gosh.

poor poor johnny.
every friday would never be the same again.

having LSP practical session with our class will give him trauma outbreaks and vivid flashbacks of how his A-hole lost its virginity to mad mad mad ex-afro-ed biochemist.

look at him.

forced into a world of silence. and look at how twisted his expression is, with the messed up shirt... his arms, flailing for the help that never came. very very painful isn't it?

it just goes to show

that even if you wore decent clothes that covers every inch of skin u have, guys are still guys, charged with testosterone to the max, they'll try to hump anything in their way.

what a sad subject. i shall digress.

our practicals are starting later than usual so, now, the hallways are packed with kids who practice major lepak-ing. like me.

hehs. more pics next entry.

ouh yea.

the other day, i got to school in a transport which i thought was an MRT train.
but i was wrong.

the train with the plate number of 3360 was abducted by a troop of bloodsucking ninja monkeys and replaced ny their time machine.

they set the time to 4:02 am on 7th of August, 2009 so that we get stuck in the mysteries of the future.....

i aint lying. faris was with me, he could tell you i wasn't dreaming up this whole thing. and besides, i've got this picture to prove it.

well, in the end, i got to bribe the monkeys with bloodified bananas(a genetically modified banana i cloned the day before in Mr Brain Goh's class just in case things like this cropped up) and made them get us back to our era because i didn't want to miss school that day.

and thanx to me, the train transitted(is there such a word??) all its commuters in time for their work and play. yay. another Nobel Peace Prize for me.

speaking of school, guess who i saw sneaking out of the school premises that day?

it's our class' very own (one out of the three) set of lovebirds leaving hand in hand towards simei.

*altogether now* Awwwwwwwwww...

hehs. i'll make a very good papparazzi doncha think?

*of course i'm not gay, me n siti are only gay during class. outside school, we're transvestites. hahah... just kidding.

Got another piercing!!!

2005-12-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

i pierced my dat one oredy!!

HEY!

wat u tinking ah?
i pierced my that part of ear lah... the protruding cartilage near the earhole. Yay!!

yay, my head ah. now it's swollen and my jawline hurts. it didn't hurt on Day1. but now it hurts waaay more than if you try to crucify your ear. it's that painful you noe. i'd do another navel anytime(that is, if i have another one) but not a ear cartilage. my friend Siti Syazwani took it off less than 24hours of getting it pierced 'coz she can't stand the excruciating agony she had to go thru. when the gun went thru the squidgy bone, it's not painful, but leave it on for days and even biting into an apple turns out torturous. soooo NOT for those with a weak threshold for pain.

i got it last friday before goin for the concert in school. Met Siti and Ayu at CCK and took 190 to Far East Plaza. got it done at The Craft, like my other ear piercings.

here's how ayu looked when the lady pierced her ear...

haha...she looks high...haha!

but u should've seen Siti's look...she looked like she just shat in her pants!! but of course not lah. and i just look weird. that's whySiti's and my pics are not up.

so afterwards, we took the train to head for the concert in school. meanwhile...

we decided to take a pic to show how brave we look after we've gone thru the whole thing:

very fierce hor...

so we went to the concert, which was apperently for the principle of some ite college who's gonna retire... first item was the concert band. we spotted nashir blending into the backdrop and fazlin and serene behind euphoniums....

but my favourite was the guitar fusion...'cos they sounded good and also because the bassist was hawt.

met hudah during the concert and we went for dinner at simpang bedok after the whole event.

i got to enjoy a glass of teh tarik. but it wasn't as good as the ones at West Coast.

haiyarh...

like suddenly no mood like that. that sickening song is playing now as i'm typing... kinda made me reminisce and lost my mood. don't like to blog when i don't feel like it. i promise i'll update as soon as i'm less irate and moody.

shuddup. stop reminding me to forget him. i'm already tryin very hard. but i can't stop crushin...

Daymn.

infatuating sure sucks big time.

yay yay!!

2005-12-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

Yay!!

i got my haircut!

and!!!

i've repierced my navel!!!

heeeheee...
i got it done this past monday, on the 28thNovember2005, exactly a year and 3days after i got my first navel piercing. the guy at the shop gave me a How-to-Take-Care-of-Your-Navel-Piercing manual. and as i glanced through it, i saw that i broke most of the rules listed on the piece of paper.

i used 70% isopropyl alcohol instead of saline/sea-salt solution.
i removed the barbell and changed it to a new one, even before 2months is up.
i ignored the no swimming for 3-4months rule.
Do not engage in rough activity; i did not engage in any rough activities, but i got it accidentally tugged on the guy in front of me's belt when i was jumping for a poster at the hip-hop fest.
i ate alotta seafood.
i touched the stud even when i'm not supposed to.

i think there are more rules i broke, but let's just keep it to that...

so anyways,
on monday, i talked to awie on the fone during lunch, she said she was goin to town with Shazzey and Shirley at around two. she asked if i'd like to join them. of course i'd love to (dasar muke tak malu). so to save time, i ditched PE and left school right after my maths lecture at 3pm.

i met them at Far East and we went straight to body piercing/tattoo parlour Exotic Tattoos. i'v gotta tell ya, the 2nd time hurts more than my first. the first didnt hurt a single bit and plus, i didnt bleed, but on monday, the guy said i bled. but of course, this is normal (well, it better be!!)

so now i am soooo gonna take good care of my navel. not gonna waste my $55 bux again.

speaking of piercings, this friday, i'm gonna get another one with Siti Syazwani. i'm piercing my ear... the cartilage near the recessed part of the ear near the hole...hehe

okaye, so,

after that we got a cab to Bugis... here's a pic of Shirley, Shazzey and Awie...

and here's a pic of me (in school uniform) with awie at the Ladies at Bugis...

hehe...

hah!

goodbye leceh longhair-ed days!!!! i cut my hair wif CT just now at Jean Yip. they were havin an offer so, why not? the haircut, of any length is only, like, $21.90. wahlao... some more the service is tops and the tea is nice, unlike some other salon, who's girls are as friendly as Squidward on a bad hair day and the tea is as tasteless as dissolved paper. i'd definitely go back to jean yip for my hair cuts.

hey, i've watched this...
don't really love it.... and the ending sucks.

i am sooooo dead tired.

gotta go sleep...

update ya'll this wkend.

wats wif that mawi guy anyways...

2005-11-27T02:15:00.000+08:00

i'm soo bored with my lay out.

still searchin for a new template. i think the pink is too glaring and issit kinda girly for me?
hmmm... i'll go find a new one which fits.

Muzika Extravaganza was today. i find it kind of a blarh. what's with all the slow songs and the dark setting? and the host! OMG. that azwan ali. what everr happened to the remaining Y chromosomes in him?? why become like cik kak like dat?? they seriously need to rethink everything before planning for next year's. last year's was waaaay better. with jokes and colourful settings and much happier tunes. and what is up with that Mawi guy anyway? i don't see anything special about him. i know people who could sing better. i've seen chickens with more talent than him. i've heard a much more melodious scream coming from a baboon than from him. yea, i am bloody aware of his religious background. i mean so what? it's got nothing to do with his singing career what. religion and singing is two totally different subjects. it's like an onion with an ice cream, ya know? if he's soo religious, why not be a preacher or something? i still don't get why all the makciks and kakak-kakaks all over Malaysia are dropping at his feet like flies on a humid day.

anyways, updates!

-Miss Ann's left our BCT department as of 22nd November 2005.
she's gonna start work in a bank this Monday...
well, we all gonna miss her, that's for sure.
she's the free eyecandy for both girls and guys.
i mean, definitely guys think she's hawt, and we girls, well, we could use some eyewash too you know. hey, don't be sick, not the daze-y, fantasize-y kinda way of course. well, she's got the eye for apperel a top-notch fashion police would definitely approve of. she's also that labtech who'd share a laugh with us girls and someone we girls pour out goss to. we're gonna miss having someone who's like a bigger sis to talk to. let's hope she's happy with her new job...
All the best Miss Ann!

-Romance is in the air!
an interclass romance goes public after a coupla months under covers... i aint gonna spill who! i'm pretty sure the whole class pretty much know who the two luvbirds are already... hehe

-New Mag for BCT?
Nashir, hudah and me are planning to start a magazine for the BCT department. i've always wanted to head an editorial board...heheh. we gon submit a proposal to our course manager Dr Derek Yeo on monday... meanwhile, Nashir's got a sample cover page done... and i have to admit, its good.

so watcha think? that's Ayu, smiling atcha.

-George Best is dead. Eddie Guerrero is dead.

what is up with dying sportsmen? and i still think that EG dying is for publicity. or maybe he did die. due to OD-ing on speed. see kids? Drugs are bad!

hmmm...

i think i wanna go out tomorrow. i can't stay home for less than an hour without pigging out from my momma's fridge. i am soooo gonna start hitting that gym in school. and i gotta stop ditching Sports and Wellness. i mean, there must be a reason why they got a hawt PE teacher for our class right...

hehs...

i soooo need a haircut.

2005-11-26T02:06:00.000+08:00

didja know i've been late to school for like two friggin days in a row??!

i think that alarm clock has something against me.
it can ring at 5.30 in the afternoon, but it didnt friggin ring at 5.30 am!!!

urgh. three late days=CWO.

eew. that Corrective Work Order Vest is sooo not my colour.

change of topic, please.

next weekend me and the usuals (dya, ila and awie) are gonna have a girls' day out. yay! cant wait to let off some steam... need to destress. sheeeet. i fergot. speakin of destress, i've got a math test comin up in a coupla weeks time. ouh daymn. anyways, i wanna go get me some cut off cardigans, jacket, a dress and a pair of pants. heeheeheee....! can't wait can't wait!

yea, while we're on the topic,
the other day, i had a dream. well, more like a nightmare which got me in cold sweat and nervous outbreaks whenever i think about it. it goes like this:

it was a beautiful day and i happen to be in some unrecognisable mall with a group of unidentifyable girlfriends. i was browsing shelves and picking shirts off the racks while giggling our heads off and trying things on. after lookin around, we got our things and headed for the counter. all sounded like a nice normal happy dream right? WRONG. here comes the scarey bit- i handed over my NETS and punched in my six digits. to my utter shock-ness, the machine beeped "ACCESS DENIED". i was like OMG. OMFG. of all the shock of shocks, i nearly shat(what's the past tense of shit??) in my pants. the cashier said my NETS account kanna hack. whadda... i stood there gaping at her, horrified. partly cause i just realised i've been robbed clean off my bank money, and partly cause i didn't get to buy that cute lil Surfbabe dress on the counter.just when i thot i'd die from sudden heartache and horrification, my phone rang, jerking me awake. it was hudah, askin if i was gonna go to gym later that day. i glanced out the window and realised that the sun was already up, so it couldn't be 6am. i looked at my stupid alarm clock, proudly showing me that it was 7.30. FREAKIN 7.30!! i was like daymn late for school! i was like panicking over the phone ah, "Hudah!!! Sia' arhh!!! aku baru terbangon sak!!". i tink as i panicked, my alarm clock was actually mocking me behind my back...

anyways, i was only 10 minutes late. technically, not late at all, considering the 10minutes allowance we are given. hah!! in your face bloody clock!!!

i'm probably goin out with my mom tomorrow. probably to town. i ran out of t-shirts. maybe my room is tooo messy to find anything at all. i think if i left my brother in my room long enough, i won't be able to find him too. it's soo messy, i don't know where to start cleaning. soo messy, i think i'd make pigs turn away in shame. my god. i better get around to tidy it up before my mom lose me in the sty.

what?

3.05am? already?

i better get some shut eye... i've been having panda eyes lately. i wouldn't want to parade through town with those tomorrow.

till later.

to whom it may concern...

2005-11-21T23:50:00.000+08:00

i'm losin my sense of time
i can't take it no more.
hate the feeling i have inside
for love's not worth livin for.
tried so hard to get over you
but you just can't see,
you just won't take the clue
'cause you just got up and leave.
with the door slammed in my face,
i sought refuge in the shadows.
in the dark memories i found my place,
crying tears in my pillow.
i fell harder than i everr did
thought you'd be there to catch my break
only to know you'd let me slip
through the filthy lands of opaque.
you did the most horrible sin
and now you're gettin away
my soul-less life stuck from within
but my memories are here to stay.
Never can i forgive you
for making me infatuate.
Never can i forget you
for being the one i hate.

You're just another guy,
dressed in wings of an angel
My feelings i cannot hide,
for, you're the Unforgivable Sinner.

i want bangs

2005-11-21T23:34:00.000+08:00

i've decided.

i'm gonna get bangs...

ouhh, this pic?
i haven't cut my hair yet lah. i got a bunch of hair from the back and secured it with 2 hairbands. the remaining hair behind, i held them up with a big clip.

that's how the bee-hive effect kinda came.

i wanted to see how i'd look like wif bangs, so i guess i kinda like it...

it's fresh and something new... whaddaya think? shall i?

why are there stupid people.

2005-11-17T16:27:00.000+08:00

sickening you know.

all these gangster shit. they think they soo tough issit? well i say they're stupid.

i don't get it you know.

why these guys get into a gang and do nuthing but act tough and still run away from the police. very tough, run from police for what?? why? scared arh?FIGHT ARHH.

people join gangs coz they want somewhere to belong.
so you wanna belong into a stupid society for what? go take up a hobby and hang out with people with the same interest lah. like wakeboarding or boxing or knitting or collecting stamps. they will surely make you feel you belong somewhere.
so you say joining a gang will give you protection?
freakin wrong man. i don't see the "chongs" go rescue some poor member from an officer's grip. they run away while their members get pushed into the squad car.
and to think that they believe gangs will help them out when they're caught in a rut? help my ass!i don't see these tattoo-ed clad bullies helping a younger member with homework or help pay his mom's medical bills coz he's friggin broke. and i don't think supplying methamphatamine is helping in any way at all. so dumb.
i don't understand why they keep all that teenage angst bottled up in their lil brains. they'll flip over juz a lil thing like an accidental eye contact or a lil bump. you mean i don't have the right to lay my eyes on anybody? ouhh, sorry, but maybe he's got a severe case of low self esteem, too ugly, cannot bear people lookin at u arh? sorry, sorry didn't know u'v got that disease. and the bumping thing? ouhh puhleeez! u think i deliberately wanna try knockin into some random person who smells of stale carbon monoxide and beer? u know how many gazillion populations of bacteria are on each of us(or maybe it's just you, i'm clean and free of germs. haha.nobody is lah.)? eeeeeyew! i'd never wanna accidentally bump into anyone, let alone, do it purposely!
i mean, please lah. let go of your hormonal phase and grow up. don't just waste your emotions on unnecessary anger, spread love, joy and the word of peace instead. don't use all that energy rioting with other gangs, do community service and benefit others lah. don't lose your blood in fights, donate it instead, u sick gang-member.
and also, in a gang, you've got one leader who'll boss you around. pleeeease lah. get a life will you. grow up and be independent larh, you mean you need other useless scums to guide you thru your life?? or maybe major ass-kissing is your hobby and serving others is what you do best? if so, go be a waiter and serve hungry people arh! be a maid or something also can what. still dowan? fine. give me your contact details and i'll call you just to push u around lah. and anyways, i could do with a big time butt-kisser who could really suck up to me like a leech to improve my self-esteem.

these people arh, irk me to my bone you know.
dono why stupid people exists. urgh. disgusting. sickening sampah masyarakat! go home and rot larh! major public eyesore, lepak-king around in their sick fashion sense. if you ask me, they should get arrested by the fashion police instead! urgh, and that language too.

sorry. had to vent out my frustration, irritation and my anger about these stupid people.

last week my cousin, was walking along to a bus stop after work. he decided to change his usual route that day and decided to wait for a bus. as he sat minding his own business on the bench, came a bunch of stupid gang members, and out of the blue, beat the crap out of my innocent Abang Rizal. whaddafooot man!!!
as my cousin lay helpless against the troupe of angered freaks, his help calls were replaced by cries of pain and agony.only when he was bleeding and at the verge of passing out did the angered mob realised that they've got the wrong person. SOOO BLARDY STOOOOPID RIGHT, THESE BLARDY PEOPLE?!! want to beat up somebody oso, got the wrong person. they were like "eh, wrong person arh, alamak, we've got the wrong man!" then, all of them ran away. wah kao! such cowardly beings!!! why not be brave enough to at least say sorry and make an annonymous call for the ambulance before you run your sorry ass off??? too big of a chicken ehh? so tough, but dowan to tell police and own up to beating an innocent man. what crap. and if they think they're soo tough, why beat up a person in like a team of more then 5 people??? why not only one or two? samseng taik kucing! KNNBCCB arh!! heartless creatures. never think of people who's got families who care and worry about their only son issit??HERES the NEWSFLASH for you: NOT EVERYONE HAVE CORRUPTED LIVES LIKE YOU, HOR. you won't like it if i take your baby sister and put her in the middle of a female cat fight right?? then how could you do that to an innocent young man who's got a family who loves him and a whole chapter of his life he has yet to go thru??

urgh. such a waste of time talking sense to stupid people. all they gonna do is pretend to get all worked up and angry(they oni pretend coz actually, they don't understand what u trying to say, coz they're sooo downright stupid. Patrick the Starfish is waaaay smarter then them.) and call all their gang-members to beat the shit outta you. then suddenly they realise how stupid they're actually are and casually go "oops! we've got the wrong person!"

i hate stupid people.
may the baddies who got abang rizal be cursed with gonorrhea for all the remaining sorry years of their messed up lives and may they recieve the appropriate amount of punishment the law decides.

and to abang rizal, get well soon.
our prayers are always with you.

halo.

2005-11-16T00:07:00.000+08:00

heh.

my bro's stil at his kiddies' camp at Labrador Park.
i wonder how's he coping since he's never been the independent sort. not that i know of anyways.

it's kinda quiet now at home... coz i don't have nobudy to fight over the remote with. noone to irritate. no one to blame for anything.
so boooooring.

he'll be coming back 2mrw. heheh. can't wait till i get to start bullying him again. whahaha.

oops. did i sound tooo evil for your liking? ouhh, sorry, but i don't care.

hehs.

anywayz, i'm in the RealWork @ ITE thingy, which means Oliver, the BCT, TSO gets to push and boss me and 5 other innocent students to do his job. well whatever. i need the money anywayz. 2mrw is another 8 gruelling hours of bein bossed around. damn tiring you know. now as i'm typing this, my legs are struggling with all their might to stay intact.

well, i gess i betta get some rest now. if not tomorrow overslept, den my pay become less, how to buy that cute lil dress from surfbabe?!! aaaaaargh!!!!!!!

hehe.
gdnite!

Chink? What Chink??!

2005-11-15T22:24:00.000+08:00

BOOYAH!

hehehe. that's nashir's fist. and that's Hudah in the background, laughin at me, even tho i'm about to become pulp. anywayz, Shohiful said i "step Cheeena" in that pic. for heaven's sakes. i want to step Cheeena for what. i don't see any hints of Chinese-y features on me what. lotsa people think i'm Chinese or at least with a drop of Chinese blood in my veins. well, nope. i don't have any Chinese ancestors. not that i'm complaining or anything, but you know, living in a multi racial-ed society, which i assumed to be safe from all the racist bullshit(and boy was i wrong. dead wrong.), i thot so what right. but hor, i do get some racist stuff thrown into my face. i get people calling me Chink. i get people saying stuff they think i don't understand. and you know what, everytime when i begin my education life in a new school, i'll get the same shit time and time again; there'll always be people coming up to me and say "OMG, i thot u'r Chinese, that's why i didnt approach/talk to you the first week of school!"

I mean whaddafff- man. what century are you livin in, freeek? and poor me, i had to spend my first semester totally friendless! urgh. i tot onli minorities go thru such discriminations. urgh, such ugly behaviour!

and you know what's worse? people think that i try to be so hard like a chinese. i mean like, excuse me!!! yes, i do have a huge thing for Edison Chen and i happen to like Jay Chou's song-writing talent, it doesn't farking mean that i worship their race!! stupid.

and yes, i am learning the language bit by bit. yea, so? it don't mean that i'm gonna want to minus one layer of my double eyelids and go bind my feet or something. i'm not a kentang(potato) okaye! i'm no brown-skinned-yellow-wannabe! urgh. whatever.

so you know, i also wanted to find out what the internet thinks i look like.

i went to faceanalyzer.com and posted this cute *ahem ahem*picture of me:

i thot they'd say i'm at least 55% southeast asian. but no. it stated i'm 97% Chinese, 3% Korean/Japanese. whahahahaahahahaa....!

and my celeb match is:

*gess hu?! gess hu?!*

correct! it's Kelly Hu!

whahahah....!

heheh. so anywayz, FYI, i'm actually 3/4 Malay, 1/8 Arab and 1/8 Javanese.

i'm still wondering which feature kinda shout "Chinese!!!". heheh. well, doesn't really matter cause i know my heritage. and i'm proud of it.

Like i always say:

Yea, wadevarrr.

hehs.

i'm sittin here, tearin my hair out.

2005-11-12T13:12:00.000+08:00

i wanna cut my hair...

i want some thing choppy. Maybe like this Jessica 'do:

or maybe i'll just chop it straight like her lil sister Ashlee...

Last year me and CT went to get our hair cut at Red's with ur 20% voucher we got from NKF.

it cost a bomb even with that 20% voucher. they layered my hair and straightenned it a lil. CT got her's shorter and straightened also. and this is how we look straight after the hair cut:

After that, i broke up with my then boyfriend and decided to cut my hair even shorter 'cause he don't like girls with short hair, so i cut it to prevent any chances of us patching up. yarh, i know it's childish. but whadeverr, we ended up getting back together anyways. but, hell, we ended it again, and this time, for good. oops, i digressed. that was last year, somewhere in mid July. and this was how i looked:

weird right. yarh, i freakkin know.

anywayz, i let it grow for a few months. i like how the layering grew out. it grew till about chin-length and i changed my parting to make it look like i have a shorter fringe. and this is how i look like by Hari Raya 2004:

that's hakim, my nephew, by the way.

so, it grew till past my shoulders and i layered and trimmed it about 2 inches somewhere in July this year. and this is how i look now:

so, yeah. i'm sick of my current hair. i need something fresher. i want something which i can style and dressup for different occasions. i want choppy bangs ala the Simpson sisters. My aunt said i should rebond my hair and streak it. which i'll never will 'cause i dn't like the idea of chemicals on my hair. my hair is already dry enough. i don't need chemicals to transform my mane to hay.

i'm gonna cut my hair in late december, with of course CT. New Year, new hair, new me.

so till then, please suggest me what kinda cut suits me. thank you.

later.

Berlalu lah sudah Ramadhan...

2005-11-03T00:31:00.000+08:00

Suara takbir kini kedengaran

tamat sudahnya bulan Ramadhan

Syawal menjelang, kita raikan

Saling bermaafan sesama insan.

di pagi raya ku menyusun jari

ingin minta maaf ikhlas dari hati

dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki

skrip mintak maafku bunyi nya begini:

Salah dan silap, harap di ampunkan

jika terkasar bahasa, maafkan saya

sengketa lama, dikenang jangan

kalau ada hutang piutang, kira burn saja.

okaye. dah.

kuih muih pembuka selera

ketupat yang i bikin pun ada tersedia

jikalau awak semua ingin nak rasa

apa lagi jom raya kat rumah kita!

.............................................................................................................

whahahahahaha... takde keje...

anywayz, SLAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN to all Muslims out there. heheh. can't wait to wear my Baju Kurung and go cam-whoring with my cousins! whahah... yea! my camera's okaye already! whooohooo!

see all the kueh we've got:

minus the kek and keropok and tumpi and rempeyek.
wow. that's alotta stuff. but i don't think it'll last for one whole month.

and you know what?? this morning, straight away after sahur, my dad made me sit with him and do the ketupats. it was fun at first, weaving leaves after leaves after leaves. until they all blur together into a mass of green and you get irritated because the leaves start to slip off your tired lil fingers. the worse part is when my dad suddenly say, okaye, now i have to go to work and i want you to get these ketupats filled with rice by 9am. you have to fill it by 9am 'cause the leaves will dry out and you cant use dried leaves. You clear with that??

i was like, whutt??? i actually have to do this gruelling job all by myself? and with a deadline too?? OMG. i've never been put to Ketupat Duty with my dad gone. i mean, who's gonna supervise me?? my mom can't 'cause she's not a ketupat person...she's more into lemangs and rendangs. she knows next to nuts about ketupat making. my stupid brother decides to escape the chore by pretending to be asleep. daymn!

anywayz, i did it. i got them simmering in a pot by 9.30am. afta that i fell asleep and didn't wake up ti 2pm. it was tiring, okaye. slaving over dying coconut leaves from 5.15 am to 9.30pm, it almost felt like exercise!!! yuck!

when my dad came back from work in the evening, he said i did quite well. tho some of them turned out a lil soft. whateverr. i thank god i do not take orders. if not, i'd go psycho!

but nvm. it's all good 'cause i lurrrrve eating ketupats! hehehe.

ouh yea...

i think i made the world's smallest ketupat. hehe. cute rite. like me. hehs.

and these are all the other ketupats i made... hangin out to dry after cooking for more than 5 hours.

hmmm...

still need to iron my baju kurung, change my bed sheet and set my hair...

can't wait to go out jalan-raya-ing tomorrow! gonna be loads of fun! and food!

oops. mental check: please do not over-eat and keep your weight in check.

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$!!!

whahahahah! ouhh, i remembered what i wanna buy oredy: Ashlee Simpson's I Am Me and Jay Chou's November Chopin...

gotta get some beauty sleep....

SLAMAT BERLEBARAN!

till next time,

over n out.

Happy Halloween/Happy Deepavali

2005-11-01T06:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday as i sat rotting at home during halloween in front of the TV, i figured the TV should do it's own rotting too, since it's not showing anything good. i mean, its freakin Halloween man. the least you could do is show some slasher movie or a killer thriller or sumthing. i was flipping the channels one after the other when i saw Demand TV is showing Sepet for $4.75. So i decided i might as well pay $4.75 for a movie within the comfort f my own home. now i have to explain to my dad why he have to pay an extra 5bux when the next Starhub Cable TV bill comes.

so anyways,
Sepet was an okaye movie. it tells of a story of an inter-racial relationship between a malay girl and a chinese guy. it was cute and all, the way they're together and everything. and get this, the guy writes sappy romantic poetry in mandarin! Wow, i didnt even know guys like this existed in this century. i'd kill to get a guy to write me a sappy poetry. well, maybe not.
it was all good till the guy got hunted down by an ex's brother for makin her pregnant. so the malay girl decided she didnt want to contact him, until it's too late. the guy got into an accident when he was riding his bike, on the way to see her go off for her scholarship. or something like dat.

tragic sia.

kinda remind me of a certain sumone.
i shall digress.

today's deepavali. and ouh shit. i forgot its my dad's birthday... daymn. i havent wish him. aiyah later lah.

to all Hindus out there, HAPPY DEEPAVALI! =)

anywayz, yesterday Oliver the guy from my school's lab called. No, not the technician, 'cause he claims he's not. he's the TSO. teacher suppor officer. TSO, technician, yea, whatever. No difference whatsoever. keputat, ketupat.

haha. i suddenly remembered what hudah told me...

Some time back, during Class B's(or was it Class A's? aiyarh nvm lah) Miss Lee's practical session, they were doing an experiment using chicken liver. so miss lee was explaining that our class kanna use pig liver because at that time, Chicken livers at NTUC were all out. and she also said that Pig's liver and Chicken liver, no difference since both are livers anyway.
and so, there's this smart alec who asked Miss Lee:

"then if pig liver and chicken liver the same, what about OLIVER?"

whahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah!!!

i still can get over the joke. even if its not that funny to some of you people.

as i was saying,
oliver was telling me i can come on the 15th and 16th to work(as in get paid while doing things) in school. i sooooo can't go on the 16th. cause i need to go jalan-raya-ing with my friends.

ouh daymn. i forgot. i hafta make bookings for a mini-bus. sheeeeeeeeeeeeet. can't believe i forgot. ouh, well. mental check-> call Bus Plus by today.

that's right. since everybody lives, like, scattered all over the island, we're gonna get a bus. a 19 seater mini bus that is. it's gonna save us the hastle of getting into public transports from one point to the other. anywayz, there are alotta of us. so we might as well get a mini bus to ferry us through from the far corners of boon lay to tampines.

Speaking of Raya...
i've decided what i wanna get with my first $200. if i get $200. (people these days arh, they see you lookin taller than them, they immediately assume you're working. what? want me to produce my student pass an tap it at your door entrance ah?)

no. 1
i want to get a new naval piercing.
the old one's closed up 'cause of that stupid dude in front of me at the Hip Hop Fest '04. i jumped for a poster, skali he oso jumped and and we ended up crashin into one another and my naval stud got tugged onto something. and also, i let the piercing heal because my bro threatened to tell my mom.

no. 2
i need new earphones for my MP3 player.
the one i got when i bought the MP3 is whack.

no. 3
a short halter dress from SurfBabe to go wif my jeans and cardigan.

no. 4
a cardigan.

no. 5
i forgot what it is...

*yawn* i'm sleepy.

till later ya.

good morning.

my cam is spoilt!!! noooooooooooo!!!

2005-10-31T01:18:00.000+08:00

tak leh accept ah...

i cannot accept sia...

my cam is spoilt....

waaaaaaaaaaaarghhhhhh....

this is sooo not happening to me. hari raya is like in a coupla days tym. how am i gonna survive without a cam daymmit??!
haiyarh.
i think i must have done something really bad to have been punished this way.
This is pure torture!!
aaaarggh!!!

anywayz,
can't wait till Malam Raye! that's Night Before Raye in Malay. i wonder if i still remember how to weave those coconut leaves into a nice lil cuboid. hehe.
i finished bakin my cookies. yum! now i'm in sugar shock mode. i OD-ed on cookies. yikes.

i hope i'll fit in them baju...
ouh! i'm not gonna tell wat colour or what design or whaddeva... if not, no surprise... hehe!

can't wait!
i'm practically tremblin in excitement! hehe. of coz i'm exaggerating. the reason i'm soo excited is cos last year, i didnt get to enjoy Syawal to the fullest cos of stooopid O Levels.
So this year, i'm gonna party all month long! hehe..
um. maybe not.
ouh. daymn.
i forgot abt my camera dilemma. haiyarh. how to enjoy fully like dis??
hrmmmph!

i shall go sit one corner and sulk then.

last month...

2005-10-21T14:28:00.000+08:00

17th September

went bowling with the gang...ya, noe, the usuals; me.ct.lya.adila.yanti.azril.zahran.hidir.faris.

guess which pair is mine! heheh...

ouh yea, i forgot... before that we went to Cavana for our lunch..

can't resist putting this up... hehe... C'mon everybody, gettup and Walk the Cavana Way!

so anyways,

at bowling, i kept getting Bogehs, or rongaks or hole-in-the-middle-of-your-front-teeth or whatever u call it...

this is Hidir and his pink ball, showing his feminine side,hehs...

i think this pic's cool... me in the foreground, Buttermotz, um, i meant Faris, bowlin in the background.

the reunion of the Tribal Sistas. black seems to be our trademark, ain't it...

in the middle of the chaotic bowling tournament, Yanti and Zahran had their own lil chaos goin on when they declared a Thumb War Face-Off, right there and then. and, I, happen to catch them in action with my trusty digicam. hehe...

i had to leave the game early coz i hadta meet Awie for a very important shopping spree. Before i went off, i got Hidir to take a pic for them Grrrlies. hehe...miss u guys already!

* * *

Later that day

so off i went to meet Awie at City Hall. We went to Marina then made a U-turn for Suntec. and boy did i shop! From tower to tower, floor to floor, we surveyed. i ended up with a skirt, a bag, a blouse, a tee, 2 boxershorts and hell i forgot what else. my mom is soooo gonna kill me if she found out how much i spent. but come to think of it, it's my money whaaat. furthermore, shopping is therapeutic, stress relieving, fun, a form of exercise too and also lets u spend quality time with, for this case Awie.

back to what i was rambling on,

ouh yeah, to think that i went through most of the shops from level to level and not even set foot in the arcade?! haaaargh!!! yarh i know you know i'm not the type of arcade-ish person, wait lah, i haven't finish my story. i got to know afta i left Suntec, my Crush was in the arcade at Suntec. he msged me to tell me he's there the moment i was out of Suntec sia...DAYMN you. i could've casually accidentally bump into him with mock surprise and ask what he's doin there, tho it's obvious why he's there. But whatever right.

ouh, if you must know, the guy i'm seriously infatuated with aka my Crush, has suddenly stopped talkin to me. Go Figure.

like what i always say, whateverr right. and FYI, i'm still sooo crushing on him.

ouhh, as i was saying,

since awie had been such a sweet lil darlin to tag along till her feet are raw with blisters, i decided to blanja her tea time at Coffee Bean n Tea Leaf.

and since that is a nice thing to do, i recieved my Halo on that day...

i am sooo fit to be an angel. i noe u all are greened with jealousy out there. HAH.

awie spent the night at my place that day. Coz boy do we have plans for the next day!

* * *

18th September

we got Ernie and Asiah to go crazy with us at Victoria Street's new National Library. wah lao. the library si beh gerek sia... can go camwhoring till drop dead mad, you know!

while they get busy doing the crazy things they do,

i let my crazy streak run loose too!

hehe...i'm not always this siao. don't worry.

No signs were harmed during this session of CamWhoring.

what you say?? since when i girly enough to wear skirt? ouh, i am extremely girly, thank you very much. i get squeamish at something disgusting. i think Josh Hartnett is hawt. i cry during sad depressing movies. i think Barbie is one of the coolest girls in the world. i daydream about my Prince Charming. i dread the day i can't find anything nice to wear. i've always loved for someone to give me flowers. Chocolates are my bestfriend. and so are diamonds. i suffer from longterm PMS. i have a bitch within. i do secretly wish i have a body like Britney's. i love to shop, i love slumber parties, pink is one of my favourite colours, Whining is one of the languages i speak and i did want to be a princess when i was young. if that's not girly enough for you, i don't know what is. And YES, i do love skirts. i just don have enough appropriate footwear to match them with. and speaking of footwear, that day, my shoes actually matched my handphone!

ahem. as i was saying,

we were camwhoring like nobody's business...

check these out:

This was how very boh liao we were.

SCREW TYRA BANKS AND AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODELS.

we can soo make the cut. hehs.

watch out for us in the next season of S'pore's Next Top Model Wannabes, hor.

we'll give Naima, Eva, Yoanna, Andrea and maybe even Tyra(!) a run for their money.

we even model with singapore's sexiest man... oooh, look at them muscles!

well, there are other pics but i don't want other models too crack under the pressure of competition. so i guess, i 'll conclude with these two pics we took during dinner at Banquet.

this is their trademark "Jangan Sampai Aku Guna Kekerasan"(or sumthin like that) pose.

and this, is my darlin cousin Awie with me.

*Gorgeous*

can't wait till the next time, guys.

hugs n misses,
-Nuriqa*

Something for you Muslims out there...

2005-10-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

It was early in the morning at four,
When death knocked upon a bedroom door,
Who is there? The sleeping one cried.
I'm Azrail, Let me come inside.
At once, the man began to shiver,
As one sweating in deadly fever,
He shouted to his sleeping wife,
Don't let him take away my life.
Please go away, O Angel of Death!
Leave me alone; I'm not ready yet.
My family depends on me,
Give me a chance, O please prepens
The angel knocked again and again,
Friend! I'll take your life without a pain,
It's your soul Allah requires,
I come not with my own desire.
Bewildered, the man began to cry,
O Angel I'm so afraid to die,
I'll give you gold and be your slave,
Don't send me to the unlit grave.
Let me in, O Friend! The Angel said,
Open the door; get up from your bed,
If you do not allow me in,
I will walk through it, like a Jin.
The man held a gun in his right hand,
Ready to defy the Angel's stand.
I'll point my gun, towards your head,
You dare come in; I'll shoot you dead.
By now the Angel was in the room,
Saying O Friend! Prepare for you doom.
Foolish man, Angels never die,
Put down your gun and do not sigh.
Why are you afraid! Tell me O man,
To die according to Allah's plan?
Come smile at me, do not be grim,
Be Happy to return to Him.
O Angel! I bow my head in shame,
I had no time to take Allah's Name.
From morning till dusk, I made my wealth,
Not even caring for my health.
Allah's command I never obeyed,
Nor five times a day I ever prayed.
A Ramadan came and a Ramadan went,
But no time had I to repent.
The Haj was already fardhu on me,
But I would not part with my money.
All charities I did ignore,
Taking usury more and more.
Sometimes I sipped my favorite wine,
With flirting women I sat to dine.
O Angel! I appeal to you,
Spare my life for a year or two.
The Laws of Quran I will obey,
I'll begin Solat this very day.
My Fast and Haj, I will complete,
And keep away from self conceit.
I will refrain from usury,
And give all my wealth to charity,
Wine and wenches I will detest,
Allah's oneness I will attest.
We Angels do what Allah demands,
We cannot go against His commands.
Death is ordained for everyone,
Father, mother, daughter or son.
I'm afraid this moment is your last,
Now be reminded, of your past,
I do understand your fears,
But it is now too late for tears.
You lived in this world, two score and more,
Never did you, your people adore.
Your parents, you did not obey,
Hungry beggars, you turned away.
Your two ill-gotten, female offsprings,
In night clubs, for livelihood they sing.
Instead of making more Muslims,
You made your children non-Muslims.
You ignored the Muezzin Azan,
Nor did you read the Holy Quran.
Breaking promises all your life,
Backbiting friends, and causing strife.
From hoarded goods, great profits you made,
And your poor workers, you underpaid.
Horses and cards were your leisure,
Money making was your pleasure.
You ate vitamins and grew more fat,
With the very sick, you never sat.
A pint of blood you never gave,
Which could a little baby save.
O Human, you have done enough wrong,
You bought good properties for a song.
When the farmers appealed to you,Y
ou did not have mercy, this is true.
Paradise for you? I cannot tell,
Undoubtedly you will dwell in hell.
There is no time for you to repent,
I'll take your soul for which I am sent.
The ending however, is very sad,
Eventually the man got very mad,
With a cry, he jumped out of bed,
And suddenly, he fell down dead.

O Reader! Take moral from here,
you never know, your end may be near
change your living and make amends
or heaven, on your deeds depends.

If this poem inspires you, it can help someone
else to.

a gerrrl and luvin it.

2005-10-10T20:47:00.000+08:00

- gossip isnt a sin. its an art.
- we arent ashamed to cry.
- we must go to the bathroom in groups
- we have this thing called feelings.* dont hurtthem. *
- we dont wake up looking pretty. it takes timeandeffort. **
- sometimes is just never quite enough.
- we need girls nights OFTEN.
- we hold grudges and we never forget the thingsyou say to usthat hurt.
- it doesnt matter who dumped who or why.whenever we see an ex with another girl, it alwaysbothers us. not because were not over you, butbecause we know we used to be that girl.
- makeup can hide so many things, like puffy eyesfrom crying to huge scars from a broken heart
- never ever ask a girl what she weighs; or implyanything about her weight being too much or toolittle. just don`t do it.
- never ask a girl if shes being so bitchy cause ofPMS...cause other things annoy us...duh
- as much as we say we didnt like u thatmuch...we did
- girls notice every little thing so be careful whatyou say and do
- our eyes are located in our heads. not our chestor butt. whenyoure not looking in our eyes, WE KN0W.
- we get a feeling in our gut when things are wrong(seriously true)
- sometimes we trust you because we want toeven when we know you are lying, and it hurtsif you agree.

i'll be back

2005-10-08T06:40:00.000+08:00

i wont be blogging for a while...

i wanna take a break from the blogosphere.

a break from the whole cyberspace for that matter...

yea,
u won't find me in msn either...
call me on the celly,
yea, ya noe the drill...
or just tag me. tho i wont guarantee a reply.

i just wanna get away from my social life for awhile...
sorry if i'm kinda wierd these coupla days.
i promise i'll be fine.
don't worry.

anyways,
just wanna wish all you Muslims a very blessed Ramadan.
Whatever u do, please note that God's watching. Respect the holy month lah. take this opportunity to do all the good you can, while you still can.

afta that,
Hari Raya, Here We Come!!! *$$$!*

speaking of Raya...

i havent got anything at all to wear!!!!

yikes!!! i betta get something soon.

i guess, i'll be seein you in a while...

hugs n misses-
ateeqa*

luvsicked

2005-10-02T23:43:00.000+08:00

*LuvSick*

where the heck is my antidote when i need him??

i hate this feelin

2005-10-02T17:24:00.000+08:00

have you ever had that sickening feeling like something's amiss, like something's not right...
but you can't exactly put a finger on it?

well,
that feelin's killin me right now.
it's suffocating, to be precise.

it's just...
*sigh*
i don't know...

maybe its cause of that crush i have...
it's robbing me of my brainspace...

we keep hangin out, in school, weekends, in cyberspace...
i'm fallin sooo hard...

soo very hard...

and now i'm worried i'm gonna crash
coz at first he gave me vibes that he'll catch my break...
but i'm not so sure about it now...

*sigh again*

somethin in me keeps tellin i've been played...

shit.

i hate hormones.

bluegh.

2005-09-28T23:32:00.000+08:00

Guess i really was born (wat's the past tense of born anyways??) crazy...

hehe... cute hor?

whahahaha...

juz wanna wish mysef a Happy Belated Birthday to me...

*my damn cam is spoilt... i will post my bday pics up ASAP. i promise.

even the un-glam kanna saboh pics.

till later...

lotsa luv!

2005-09-27T22:04:00.000+08:00

We, at College East Simei, are bored with the normal-people-stuffs. Why stick to the typical?

ordinary is just soo...boring, ya know?

so, let me present you an example...

This is how we do Physical Education, or what we call Sports n Wellness, the BCT Higher Nitec Class C way...

but i gotta tell ya...

we don't do what other schools do. we do PE our way. Screw jumping jacks and exercise.

Who needs NAPFA tests when we have sports like this:

Flying.

Track Wrestling.

Facial Expressionism (its good for your facial muscles you know)

Hand Signalling. (your finger bones need exercise too)

Swimming-with-your-Uniform-on. (we ain't got that pool for nuthin)

Staring into Space.

or if you want, you could pick a target...

in this case, it's Staring At The Teacher.

we have games like Musical Laps...ooops! er, i meant Musical Chairs too...

and of course, last but not least...

My all time favourite:

Cam Whoring.

in Simei, Cam Whoring is not just a favourite past time or an extra curricular thing we do...

It's A Religion!

anywayz, as i was saying,

Running are for Nerds.

We should Dare to be Different.

Just like our official Mascot here....

Learn to stand out. Why be like anyone else? Do it your way.

Be Unique!

heeeheeheee....

2005-09-25T17:35:00.000+08:00

i watched it.

urmm...

no comments lah.
just don't pick up anything you found at the MRT Stations, aight...

if you already have, then, i guess... um, good luck to you.

2005-09-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

ATTENTiON ALL.

THiS JUST iN.

3 MAD SCiENTiSTS ARE ON THE LOOSE!!!

THEIR THUG NAMES ARE (from left to right): BROWNIE, AFROSAURUS and Farid(nuthin special about his name. yea. i know. Pathetic, rite?).

WANTED FOR CONSTANT CAM-WHORING...

with...

or without me...

And also wanted for outraging each others' modesty...

and the illegal traficking of prata...

Last seen near the Fume HOod, berposingan Al-Mautz

and, as usual, scheming and planning an elaborate (but Stupid) crime behind their secret meeting place: The White Basin.

Oh NO!!!!

THEY STRUCK AGAIN!!!

SEEMS THAT THEIR CRIMINAL PLANS ARE GETTING BETTA AS I TYPE...

ANYWAYS,

THEY ARE GETTING AWAY WITH SMUGGLING THE SPILL KIT OUTTA THE LAB!! NOOOOOOO!!!! (very the Drama-Mama sia...)

SOMEBODY STOP THEM!!!

gawd. Where is that Spiderman when we need him...

ouh well. we'll manage on our own crime solving ways. i hope.

This is their mugshot pic.

anybody with information, or saw them somewhere, lookin as lost as everr, please do not hesitate to call Woodbridge Hospital or Mandai Zoo. Till they are caught, our safety is in great danger. Your help is greatly appreciated. Information given will be kept confidential.

thanks for ur attention. now u can get back to work.

by the way,

here's a lil shout out to a fren of mine (if it doesn't concern u, u shud juz buzz off) :

Happy Birthday Alvin!

2005-09-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

is it a lil too late to make one final birthday request?

if any of u are sweet enough...

could you go to Hong Kong and get me the one and only yummylicious Edison Chen?

pretty please?

i'll promise to love you forever if u do...

no?

ouh well.

go fug ursef.

hehe.

juz kidding.

2005-09-11T23:03:00.000+08:00

i've watched it.

if u'r into mutating parasites and ugly disgusting unidentifyable flying creatures, this is a movie for you.

rip my pants

2005-09-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

two days ago, i woke up early in the morning an sat upright, with my legs folded to the sides like a frog's...

and i heard a rip.

yea. u guessed it.

i ripped my favourite pair of curiously orange coloured pyjama shorts.

(by the way, i still don't know what possesed me to buy such shorts. i think i really am crazy back in primary3. yes, people. those shocking shorts were from way back 1997. that's what i call a genuine antique. i think they were soo awfully garish, they had to stop production of those shorts to save the earth from fashion retarded-ness. but hey, they were really comfy to have lasted half of my 16 years in existance. haha.)

so anyways,

i woke up, took my daily shower, get my gettup on, clear up my bed and sat there examining the pair of ripped shorts. the tear was kinda huge so i tugged a lil. it ripped into an even bigger hole. it was kinda fun hearing the ripping sound it made. heehee. i got hooked and guess i got carried away...

but, hey, it was kinda stress relieving, ya know...

haha...

i sorta laughed myself hysterical while i disposed it.

hehe. told u i was scarily crazy.

*note to ugly pair of disposed ripped shorts: hey, i noe u'r outta my lyf and all, but u'll still b missed aite...

haha....gosh, i can get real silly, till i even scare mysef sumtyms.

infatuated to da max

2005-09-06T21:51:00.000+08:00

i'm crushin hard...

Okaye, so,

me and you, lab sessions together
thought it'd be whack,
but it turned out much better
we're like partners in crime,
doing things like no other
i'll be your Bonnie to your Clyde,
while finding a chemical reactor.

we got down to experiment
acids, bases and salts,
while a different kinda chemistry
brought my heart to a halt.
i noticed how cute you are
behind those icky goggles
and the way you BlahBlahBlah
it'd always make me giggle.

you made me infatuate
as i stare behind my burette
you gave my heart an earthquake
everytime you ask for the pipette.
you smiled your crooked smile
and my knees turn to jell-O
as i see my liquid titrant
turn to a bright yellow.

i spilled my hexane
when i felt your gaze on me
i tried not to inhale,
but you know i've got to breathe
so, guess who came to my aid
i was sooo hoping it was you
but goddamn, of all people it wasn't
it was Denny, that's who.

[ by the way, this is Denny]

but enough about Denny,
let's talk about you
how you played with dem chemicals
and dem apparatus too.
you're the naturally occuring eye candy
for every gerl to snack on
that's why you come in handy
wheneva my blood sugar's gone.

when i ask you a question,
you give me a mock shrug
guess you're genetically made
to be as hawt as f-

alamak, CSI gonna start in 9 minutes. i gotta go!

happy bday nad!

2005-09-05T23:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIYA!!!

but poor miss Nad kanna saboh... got pushed into the puddle of very germy rain water...

but it's all good...

'cause we all know we tight frens, aiite!

*all together now*

Awwwww...

haha...

happy bday gerl...

lotsa luv from me to you.

2005-09-05T22:58:00.000+08:00

BOO.

I've watched it.

AGAIN.

i donno why i watched it twice.

my Birthday is comin!!!

2005-08-28T17:14:00.000+08:00

As we all know, my birthday is coming. and as i know, u guys' we'll b wondering what i want...

well, being the good girl that i am, i shall list down a few of the best suggestions there is on what you could get me.

No.1

a Sony Ericsson K750i

or, if you can't get me that, a Samsung E730 would do very well.

No.2

An MP3 player.

Here's a hint:

No.3

a Digicam.

actually i wanted to put a Sony Cybershot pic, but i accidentally cut it. but this will do.

but i really want a Sony Cybershot.

No.4

Ben and Jerry's Homemade Ice Cream.
My favourite!!! it's soooo friggin good, evry bite is almost orgasmic!!! whahahaha....

No.5

Silver 5point Star pendant.

i need a new charm.

No.6

A new pair of shades.

i can never have enough of 'em.

No.7

Levi's Square Cut jeans.

firstly, because it's Edison's Latest endorsement.

2ndly, because i love jeans.

lastly,

(just ignore the huge yellow arrow in the pic.)

i need new footwear. see how pathetic my feet look when they hunger for a new wadrobe?

yeah.you should do your part and help me. I'm a size 7 or 8.

heheh...

here are some other stuff which might help u make your choice:

-i love bright colours; Orange, Electric Pink and Red are good examples.

-i wear foot size 7 or 8, but gess u already know that.

-Stars are my favourite shapes.

-i wear a size 10.

-i love white daisies and lillies.

-X-men and Spongebob Squarepants are my favourite cartoons. ps: Squidward, I LOIKE!!

-i have a thing for Edison Chen

-i absolutely lurve Josh Hartnett.

-i love Joey from Friends and the sitcom Joey, but not Matt Le Blanc tho. Cause he is soooo married.

-i love cute animals like cows, hippos and turtles.

-i love writing and poetry.

-i'm a chocoholic.

if ever you have any queries, please do not hesitate to contact me via email or text me on my celly at any hour of the day. i'd love to entertain your question.

hope to hear from ya'll soon.

heeheeheee.

*note to Ateng: Gurl!!!! i soooooo love your new lay out! makes mine look very2 bluegh(!), but never mind. i still luv u. muax! meet me soon aites!

2005-08-28T14:38:00.000+08:00

I've watched it.

class outing.

2005-08-27T11:27:00.000+08:00

seriously guys,
we have got to get our class organized.
the class outing was rather, um, messed up. and boring.
well, yea, i gess it was a last minute effort. i'm sure we'll do better next time.

i hope.

but i did have a good time. can't wait till the next outing ya!

Ps: to anyone who has got my pic during the class outing, pls mail me leh... tnx! ouh waddaheck,mail me your pics too!

back from ubin!!

2005-08-27T10:23:00.000+08:00

miss mainland singapore!!!

haha...

went to a camp a few days ago. in ubin. the first two days were kinda whack. but then, day three was fun. day four was emotional....
made alotta new frens. learnt alotta new skills. overall was fun. tho i caught the flu bug from An.

*note to An(from ITE Bishan): i caught ur germs!! thanks alot. yea rite. hahaha!

so anywayz, tho my group, Funky Chicken, didnt win anything, i still think we did a good job.

We did great guys!!!

what an experience. cant wait till liyana upload them pics for u to see...hehe!

till next time, ya...

2005-08-27T10:10:00.000+08:00

welcome to Cik Bad's new house!!!

but the moment i stepped in, i kanna cut fruits. but whaddaheck.

so me and awi went downstairs to seek refuge in the protection of an ice-cream truck.

we love chocolate ice cream!!

we soon got bored. hey, u cant blame us for havin a super short attention span.

anyways, we decided to get our weekly supply of caffeine and such at Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf.

Yummy!

ps: dat should be a 'Q' in that Atika.

ouh, by the way, this pic was taken at CCK. we spotted this lady, who looks like a man, caught in the act browsing thru the magazines and papers. like to read for free oni. inconsiderate Singaporean!!

u left me...

2005-07-27T00:11:00.000+08:00

dis entry is dedicated to a dear fren of mine...

i'v onli gotten the chance 2 noe u 4 less than a year, but we'v grown soo attached to each other that there's no me without you.

we'v been thru (most of) it all.
the good, the bad. the ups & the downs. the thick and the thin. the pains and the gains. break ups and make ups...

but
i still can't get over the fact that u left me. just like that.
how darn painful it was to watch the lyf leak out from you while i held u helplessly. watchin you die in front of me was like gettin a dagger and putting it thru my heart as i watch myself bleed my soul out. i can't believe this is happening to me.

i wish i could've saved you. why did u leave me? why now?? why???

i'm still in denial.
can't you see that i can't go on like this without you?? i need you here wif me, daymmit.

i don't know what i'm gonna do without u. i'm never gonna survive. u darn right know that.

....................................................................................................................................................

I'm Missing You// 1st Ladi

what did i do to deserve this
i didnt even get one last kiss
from you.
ouh, baby, God took your love from me
He needed an angel so it seems
i need to feel your hands all over me,
i need to feel u kissin me
i need to feel you holdin me
i need to feel your touch...
coz i miss your luv so much

and i
cant keep on living this way
i need you here with me
why did He take you away
from me...?

its hard for me
to tell you i love you
as i'm standing over your grave
coz i know i'll never hear your voice again
Why Did You Leave Me??
Why couldn't you just stay??
because my world is nuthin
without you
now i don't know what to do
with myself

i wouldve given you anythin
just to make you happy
just to hear you say
that you love me,
one last time

i'd go to hell and back,
over and over again
just to prove to you
how much i need you here
there is nuthin that i wouldnt do

i'd cry for you
i'd lie for you...
and there's no doubt that if i could take your place in heaven...
i would die for you

i would rather give up my life
than to see the tears in your eyes
cause i cant stand to see you cry...
........................................................................................................................................

haizz...

just when i start to love...
this kinda shit happens.

wateverr. u know i'v always loved u.

u'v been there for me all this while. wherever i go, u'r always with me. u'r my confidant and my listening ear. u'r my fren, and even the occasional enemy. but u're always there when i needed sumone to talk 2 (literally).

i am sooo gonna miss you.

My dearest, most precious darlin eva, k500i Sony Ericsson handphone.

Died on me when i pressed the star key when i attempted to unlock the keypad, only to have killed it.

u hold the most memorable videos and pictures which are now no longer in existance.

i'll miss you.
may the force be with you, Rest in Peace.

lotsa luv
-ateeqa*

ps:
for those who don't get what i'm sayin:

MY HP IS SPOILED BEYOND REPAIR LARH. it's dead damnit!!
TELEFON BIMBIT AKU DAH TAKDE RUANG HARAPAN UNTUK KEMBALI LAGIK!!! DAH ROSAK SEROSAK-ROSAK NYER!!!

aaaarh!!!

and there goes my social life.

i'm in minor depression.
haizz.
gawd, save me from this madness pls. really.

please?

what?? its already past 12am??!
thank gawd 2mrw go skul late....

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2005-07-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

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see how everyone is sooo happy?

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like nashir, this one oredy gone case. dah terlambat. dah tak leh diselamatkan.

aaaarh! i like!!

2005-07-22T00:12:00.000+08:00

aaaaaaarhhh!

i like!!

heheheh....sori larh. i'm in an overly good mood.

anywayz,
juz now nazri messaged me. he asked for a patch up.

yea right. like that's ever gonna happen.

if ya'll know me, you should know that i don't make mistakes twice.

besides, i don't see the necessity in having a relationship at this time.
cause havin a guy by my side is not what i need right now.

ouh, yeah.

i'm darn well keeping the oath i made when i last broke up.
the one which goes like this:

I shalt not be involved with another guy until the age of 18; unless my life depends on it.

a lot of people think i'm attached, which i'm sooo not, and i think it's cause i'm secured.

really, i am single. i don't think that's so hard to believe.

i joined friendster, hi5 and such to get in touch with long lost schoolmates and also to widen my circle of friends. yes, i wanna get to know people. that didn't mean i wanna date them.

Gawd! Wateverr gave them that idea??

i like to take things slow. i don't wanna chase after love. it doesn't work well that way. i want love to come find me.

that means, it goes like this:
get to know you-> be friends for awhile-> start that flirting game-> work up that charm of yours = and there you have it. i'll fall for you. and, please, i don't fall for people in a short time span of one week. this process takes time larhh.

it's a tried and tested way. scientifically proven, gauranteed to work.

there's this guy who added me to his MSN.
and he was like "can we like, get to noe each other."
and i was like, "yea sure," ya'noe, dat kinda stuff. and we started talking.
yea. he asked me whether i was attached. i said i wasn't.
he was goin on how that meant we could get to know each other even more, yadda yadda yadda...
then he was like sending me vibes that he was interested( the msges he sent, the way he talks....urgh). but i sorta like ducked it. i don't like it when guys do that. you talk to me for several days and you think you can hit it off with me just like that?? haloooo, time for a reality check! you don't even know me! ouh, heck, you don't even know if i like you back!! are you despo or what?

then this guy messaged me,
"i thot u'r single, why you lyk don wanna talk to me?"

excuse me.

single doesn't mean i'm interested in every guy who crosses my path, you know.
and, yea, it applies to cute guys too. i may be unattached, but i'm not up to go out with the next guy who starts a conversation with me.

this particular guy gave up cause he thinks i'm lying about being single.
and mind you, he is cute. and to tell you the truth, i felt that he shouldn't have given up.

ouh, and by the way,
it doesn't mean you're drop dead hawt, i'd fall for you. sorry hor, to me looks not so important, okaye??

but, too bad he did. i don't like his attitude. work on it dude.

haizz.

eh??

am i rambling shit again?
aiyarh... no wonder larh. it's already after 1am....
my eyes have turned to slits from my lack of sleep...
guess i'll retire to my bedroom now.

i'll update soon.

*ps:- juz now i chatted with my crushee! heheh... had a great day in school... and i finally got the songs i wanted in my comp!! yay!
no wonder i'm so happy!

i'm luvin it!

2005-07-21T23:47:00.000+08:00

i was lookin for some old pics in the comp when i saw this.

a pic taken at Bugis' Freshbox (cos i lurve freshbox).

so what's wrong with the picture, you ask?

look again. this time, concentrate a little bit more.

didja realise it yet?

well i certainly did....

and it's so darn right obvious!!! i think i need to cut my time spent outdoors.

so here's the problem.

I can't help lovin the outdoors!!

how lehh??

sheesh....change topic lah.

juz now was crazy.

not me crazy. not yarh-funny-haha kinda crazy.

this is crazy kinda crazy.

first of all, me and hudah were laughin non-stop all day long because of this prank we played on faris. that was really really funny. heheh...

then, during lab math lecture, both our classes went berserk(but it's mostly class D who went out of it). People were screaming, everyone was confused, cries of frustration rang in the theatre. everyone got kinda mess up. our lecturer was so frustrated with us, she sorta gave us a punishment. the weird thing is, i didn't quite catch wat our torture was. cause i was in a sea of confusion and furthermore, my brain was shutting down from the lack of sleep and nutrition. i think we got OD-ed on math.

during LabMath tutorial, things were okaye. but i got caught for something.

we have our Math tutorial in a computer lab. Class D have theirs in a room separated from us by a glass wall and a sliding door. so, thinkin that i wasn't doing anything wrong, i went to the door, opened it a crack and went to talk to Sidiq and Faris from the next class(tho their teacher was teaching at the whiteboard.) that was when i felt someone shakin my chair. i thot it was some other student. then sidiq was pointing2 over my shoulder. so i turned and nearly died. it was Mr Ng. he was like "what are you doin?" i didn't know what to answer, so i gave him a pathetic smile and got back to my place.

then came my favourite part of the day: Intro Chemistry Practical.

i was caught breaking one of the most important lab safety rule ever. one of the riskiest ones too.

i was gonna eat a teeny lil mint candy. and so was the gundu next to me: Alvin.

Mr Rashid was like "ouh my gawd, i don't know what i shud do as a lecturer. you did a very risky thing.*blahblahblah*" in front of the class. but he didnt mention/gestured or even point out to alvin or me to the class. neither did he mention our mistake. but instead, he said he's not gonna say out our names as we should know who we are. i could feel the blood rush up to my brains sia. that really knock sense to my head. what if my hands were contaminated with acid? what if there's radiation? what if the Head of Department saw? i'd die!

so, afta class, me and alvin went to apologise to mr rashid. we really did realise the risk of having food into the lab and consuming it(at least i know i did).

so now, i really really serik bringing in(and also supplying) sweets in the lab. i'll bet you, i won't be doin that ever again. once is enough to make me learn.

now, everyone is struggling with Intro Chemistry's homework. all donno. haizz.... so sianz.

need to sleep now arh.

i think i'll complete the worksheet 2mrw.

keyword: i think.

...i only have you in my dreams...and thursday Lab Sessions

2005-07-20T21:31:00.000+08:00

eh, you noe...??

just now, all thru lab session with Mr Kelvin Ng, i had an Acidic feel in my tummy seyy... punye lah sakit...
i was balancing 50ml of H2O thru gritted teeth and excrutiating pain. don't know what dat mama put in my prata during lunch... i think he want to saboh me or something[coz i don't like him].

anywayz.
tomorrow's thursday.

AND i LOVE THURSDAYS!!

heheh...doesn't everyone?

siti used to like thursdays...until something happened, and now she loathe thursdays like a basketfull of rotten turtle eggs.
we're at the brink of the weekend, yay!

this saturday'll be my first session with awie... hmmz, i hope it'll turn out good. don't wanna let bibik down. most imortantly, i don't wanna let Awie down. then on saturday, the whole JB0504C gang will be coming down to support 3dash1 at Junction8. -u guyz rawk!!

yesterday in lab, you know what happen?

i got into a mini sink-war with Alvin.

SINK WARS Episode negative1: ATTACK OF THE SINK

no, we didnt have light sabers. and no, Yoda aka Hudah wasn't involved. and the yellow blob is supposed to be Alvin.

miss lee was telling me to wash her stuff at my wash basin[aka the Sink]. then alvin came along and started to wash his stuff in the sink like it's the most normal thing to do.

it started out with an innocent demand for my Happy Meal.

then things got ugly.

his tap was running furiously and it started to rain down on me. there was only one sensible thing for me to do: Splash him back.

Wrong Move.

i got attacked in the face. drank some of the school's tap water supply[BLUERGH!!]. so i did the same to him. and poor alvin had to run all the way to his workbench and seek refuge behind his squirt bottle, filled with de-ionised water, ready to spray me down if ever i come too close.

heh.
but i knew better than to attack an armed man. especially if his weapon of choice is a squirt bottle. so i left him there, lookin kinda crazy with his hands still clutched to the bottle, eyes darting paranoidly from me to the sink. Hah! i won! i got him scared!! right where i wanted!heheh. i gave him my victory smile and sat down on my bench.

to be continued to EPISODE -1/2: REVENGE OF THE SINK.
Coming To Cinemas Near You Next Summer.

me as Queen Atiqala [not Amidala, as in the movie Star Wars], with my victory smile over the defeat of the Alvin-One-Kenobi.

eh, you know, the guy i'm insanely infatuated with...i'm beginning to think he suspects my crush on him.

it's like everytime i happen to look his way, he's already staring at me.
and when we eye-lock, there's this awkward moment when one of us will realise that we're caught staring, and we'll cut the eye contact and look away. it's getting....weird.

i'll get paranoid, everytime this happens. i'll feel self concious, ya know. as tho there's a booger hangin from my nose. or maybe i got something on my face. or maybe i've sat on something disgusting without realising. or there's a Post-It stuck on my back which says "KICK ME! KICK ME, PLS!!" in bold black letters.

or even worse. maybe i've sprouted a pair of feelers without even noticing.

gosh.

and to tell ya that i wasn't the only one who noticed him staring at me.

at first i thot maybe he was lookin past my shoulder so, i didnt give a rat's ass.

until siti came up to me and said,

"eh, i think *dat guy's name here* shiok kat kau..."

i was like, huh?

"aku notice die asek stare kat kau..."

gosh. wouldn't it be nice if we were to hit it off? heheh...

ATEEQA. SNAP OUT OF IT.

like that's ever gonna happen. about me and him, getting together, i mean...

besides, he's already attached. so i'm betting there's nothing up with him. [and i'm hoping there's no antanna growin outta my head.]

ouh well.
gotta get some shut eye....
gd nytes!

YAY!! THURSDAY'S ONLY A FEW HOURS FROM NOW!

all my only dreams

2005-07-19T22:20:00.000+08:00

hey...

i feel like i can't sleep till i type this down....

this whole infatuating business has really gotten onto me bad, didnt it.

Every night i pray
I'll have you here someday...
I'll count the stars tonight
And hope with all my might
And when i close my eyes,
You'll be right by my side...

If i could only have one wish,
To be the guy whose lips i'd kiss,
All my only dreams...

And when i close my eyes,
You'll be right by my side...

If i could have just one request,
To stay with me, boy,
I'll confess
All my only dreams...

Any waking hour it seems
i only have you in my dreams...

so...
every night i'll pray
i'll have you here one day
i'll count the stars tonight
and hope with all my might...
and when i close my eyes, you'll be right by my side...

if i could have just one request, stay with me, boy,
I confess...

All My Only Dreams...

haizz....

such a beautiful song, fit sooo perfectly into my situation.

all my only dreams....

i love today

2005-07-19T21:51:00.000+08:00

i love today.

but, good god i'm totally worn out.

came back at around 2030hrs. went to check Afian out at Fox at Bugis' Seiyu with Siti. We ended up buying three new tees from Fox Women. (We cant resist the 30% off, if we buy 3. if buy 4 got 50% sia...but tanak beli banyak2 lah.) actually i wanted to buy Freshbox's bright pink polo tee. but too bad sold out. apsal lah suay sangat nie...

then we took the bus to Bukit Panjang. Siti got off somewhere before Petir cause she kene ajar tuition. i got off at Petir, took LRT to CCK and got on 302 all the way home.

eh, my mind/limb coordination's goin crazy seyy...
i'm deprived of sleep lah, that's why. buat kerje can't concentrate seyy. see lah. type oso donno what language to type in...

i think i betta catch some shut eye before i become disorientated.

ps: by da way, i'm gonna give awie tuition for math and science. i noe lah my math's whack. but since she's my dear cuz and i want her to come to my school, i shall try my very best.

good nite ya'll.

crush on you

2005-07-18T20:51:00.000+08:00

hey all...

i am sooo sooo worn. i resemble the Undead, with my eyes lookin like a panda with pneumonia.

urgh. by the way, i forgot to tell ya'll i trimmed my hair one inch and layered it even more...

anywayz, been enjoying life lately(besides the fact that my eyes look like they've been boxed by Mike Tyson). lovin life right now.

especially after having spent most of the day oogling at him. he was right behind me and kept jabbing my spine with his finger to ask me questions. his loud crazy laugh still echo in my brain.

Loud. just the way i like my guys. Loud, NOT ROWDY.

Loud as in:

joking openly, lightening the atmosphere...

outgoin...

crazy...

sarcastic...

not afraid to voice out opinions...

juz lyk me....

*sigh*

and plus!

he's got a smooth sleek voice too! i like!!

that physique...

tall, strong built, broad shouldered. wow.

that smile. that flawless complexion. that u-can-mess-wif-me,-but-ya-noe-i'll-mess-wif-ya-back persona. that cute attitude. that trademark way of doing the thangs he does....

*swoon*

i melt everytime he flash me that ouh-so-sweet multi-megawatt smile. the world stops whenever he gives me full eye contact. i suddenly lose my tongue when he talks to me. i get jolts of electricity whenever he jabs my spine. i go even crazier whenever he's in his crazy mode. i become all girly and giggle whenever he tries to mess around wif me. best part is, he knows just how to bring my lowest moods up, chase my monday blues away and keep my PMS at bay. he'll never fail to make my day. (am i begining to rhyme again? ouh shit. i really am falling. Hard.)

he's soooooo what i everr wanted. he's sooo what i pictured. he's soo my type. he's sooo insanely cute. he's so...

soooo...

attached.

*KECEPANGG!!!*

wat was dat??!

ouh..

dat was just my heart falling and hitting the hard parqueted floor when reality kicked it out of my rib-cage.

yeah.ouch.

sigh.

-note to self: guess i'll just fall for you from afar....*

fate can be soooo wrong sometimes. well, maybe not... i dono. who noes.

seems like all i ever talk about is him, nowadays.

i can't help crushing....

sorry.

bear with me larhh.

anywayz,

juz wanna tell you dat i went

Cam-Whoring again...

but this tym, its at jurong east library.

and in the toilet, of all places...

and today, it's juz siti(syazwani, dat is...) and me.

sorry arh...i cant resist the cute wall....

i look whack.

shade dilemma

2005-07-17T16:36:00.000+08:00

Congrats to Abang Shaheful and Kak Aja

on their third baby!

by the way, its a girrl!

and a Very HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHUAIDAH!! Miss You Loads, yarh!!

so anyways, yesterday, when i got home from the wedding i went cam-crazy.

Me in da Lift! heheheheh.... shiok sendiri!

anyways, i wanna talk about a very important issue.

you know, when u haf alot of shades, this problem will come up....

Which Shades Looks Betta on Me??!

(eh, it's my problem to be vain wat. i don't care wat u say. gerrls ARE made to be vain.)

anywayz, u can help me make my decision.

in a state of dilemma, i started to think...

which one's nicer?!!

[my thinkin pose...]

first up, my White Plastic Frames....

it matches my bangle....i loike!

2nd comes my Pink Plastic Frames....

something like the whites, only a different colour. and it's got diamantes at the sides...

Next up, Mango Shades....

it can make me look fierce.heheh....people will think i got attitude problem... so what. like i care. ooops! my attitude's showin! sorry, my bad...!

it looks nice on the head too...

(by-the-way,that's a star pendant around my neck. Not a cross.i'm a proud Muslim, mind you.)

here comes the Vintage one...

not my favourite. but i'll put it in the category anyways.

i think i'll pass it to izzul...

lastly, my Pink Wire Frames...

i like!

out of all my shades...

nuthin beats them all like this pair....

My BCT HIGHER NITEC pair of SAFETY LAB GLASSES!

heeeeheheeeeeheh!

hurry and cast your votes now!!

and get a free smile from me!

alamak. background nampak bilik aku dah.... tak glamer nyerr...

along n kak iffah kahwin

2005-07-17T16:09:00.000+08:00

Congratulations to Along(aka Abang Fir) and Kak Iffah on their wedding yesterday!

but too bad i couldnt take a pic of them together cause along claimed that his outfit was dirty, tho it looked fine to me.

but it don't matter. i've got a pic of Kak iffah and darlin Elisa instead.

(and lots of other pics wif me in it! heheh....i noe...Camera-whore right?)

FYI, that distorted face is not a ghost. it's my cousin Amirul.

i think this pic is kinda cool.

here's acousin shot for ya....

From L2R- Kak Ajar, me, Ateng, Atun and Shida

and this is another cousin shot. but its only kak No and me.

Aqish and Me....muke maintain ah...

another cousin shot.

Me, awi and shida.

i came late cos i'v got a project to do. but i didnt miss the foood. and now i'm at home with a crazy tummy. keep havin to doo-doo every 3hours...

*Note to self: GET WELL SOON aiites!

i'v got homework to do larh... A Math. Aaarghhh!

sianz.

i'm still listening to All My Only Dreams by The Wonders on replay.

i AM that Infatuated.

gotta go.

*makes me wonder why they call Pooh Bear 'Pooh'. isn't pooh, like, Shit, or sum'n?

ouhMygod.

sumtyms i juz don't get cartoons.

Infatuated

2005-07-16T12:46:00.000+08:00

guess what?

i am sooooooo infatuated.

i hate this feeling. its like, i go crazy, ya know?
i'll listen to sappy songs on replay (for now i'm listening to All My Only Dreams by The Wonders, it soooo describes my situation right now. i'll get the lyrics out soon.).
i'll be all giggly when i talk to him. i don't really sleep. it makes me smile all the while...
OMG!! it even makes me rhyme!!!

i'll smile when i'm asked to do stuff. i'll smile when i get scolded. i'll smile when people get sarcastic with me. i'll smile on the MRT. i'll smile in the lift. i'll smile all thru the day!

ouh my gawd. you know what's worse?
i'll smile all the way through my ice cream and before i know it, i've already finished eating it without realising. and i'll reach for more from the freezer. cause i'll think i didn't taste it. and the cycle goes till i become fat. aaaarghhh!!

don't you see it? having a crush is evil!! it's gonna make me fat.... =(

but it will make him notice me. cause you noe why?

Cause of my sudden fattiness.

haizz...

but never mind. i'll lose it all(the excess fat, i mean) for him.

but hey, like all other things, crushes too have its fair share of pros and cons.

like for example, i'm enjoying school!
i look forward to every day, i'm happy all the time. i don't get mad. i have a reason to indulge in ice cream and chocolates. it make me try to make myself look betta.

it's sorta like a personal motivator. i loike!

oooh! it's 15 past 1.
i have to meet Lakshmi, Marliana and Hamizah at Woodlands in 45min...

gotta run!

more soon!

2005-07-09T12:30:00.000+08:00

WAIT!!!
.

i was thinkin yesterday...

if there was the "Attack of the Nerds Couple", which is Shazzey and Me,

+ =

WHERE DO WE PUT THIS OTHER NERD??

by the way, this is Yaya, Shazzey's gerl.

heheh. just jokin aite...* jgn marah...* =)

2005-07-08T18:21:00.000+08:00

FOR THOSE WHO DESPERATELY WANNA KNOW WHAT IT WOULD LOOK LIKE IF I WERE TO END UP WITH SHAZZEY...
.

ARE YOU READY FOR THIS?

LET ME PRESENT TO YOU....

"ATTACK OF THE NERDS!!"

So watcha think?

Amacam? Ada future tak?

*by the way, shazzey's on the left, i'm on the right.

happy happy happy....

2005-07-08T17:26:00.000+08:00

Wheeeeeheeeee!

been kinda happy and hyper lately...must be the high level of caffeine in my body...

Or...

it could be the fact that I'M HAVIN A CRUSH (and i won't tell who!!)

2 crushes, actually, to be exact...

CRUSH NO.1:

As we all already know, it's Edison Chen lah. Who else??

ps:- Now then i know he uses Nivea for Men and buys products from Bodyshop(the 2 tubes on his bathroom shelf lah...Can see? the blue and brown thing larh...u all ah, very blur larhh).

CRUSH NO.2

you try to guess ah...

No, lah.... Not me. I'm not crazy okaye?? Eventho i'm a Camera-Whore, I don't have a crush on myself. eee. Don't be lame, can?

My actual 2nd crush is....

u really wanna know?

my latest crush is...

WHAT MAKES U THINK I'M GONNA TELL?

whahahah....

I'm not gonna tell you all. i dowan.

By the way, guess who just signed an endorsement deal wif Levi's to promote their latest Hangout Square Cut Jeans?

.
.
.

YES! It's EDISON CHEN!

he is now one of the people promoting Levi Strauss' Hangout Square Cuts.

You bet i'm gonna get one of those...

(when i have the money larh)

Lets talk serious stuff now...

there's this cute bung in my school named Zach.
she (or shud i say he?) is very cute everyone thinks so. boys n gerls alike.

and i guess, maybe i think so too...

just maybe.

so, anyways,

the thing is, i've said this to everyone i know(so that they could stand witness),[well, almost everyone,actually] that i'm never ever gonna go out wif guys till i'm at least 18 and a half.

But i didnt say anything about girls right?

yeah. that's right. because that's crazy. everyone knows i don't have to say anything about girls. cause i don't hafta. it's undastood that i won't go for girls.

or would i?

i don't bend both ways.

or do i?

guess crushes happen, huh.

yea. watever.

Rest assured. i AM straight. =)

a lil me-time yesterday made me think about this (and also thought abt God too)and i guess i don't really bend the other way...

i love boys. heh.

eh, tomorrow a whole bunch of us gonna go support Nashir and his band 3dash1 at the Youth for Lyf gig. be goin wif Hida and Nadiya and be meeting the rest at Bugis.

hope i get goood pics to upload.

update ya'll soon!

ouh, and by the way, the second crush is not on the bung Zach, but its on some guy i got to know in school.

all the talk about bungs and gerl/gerl relationship is just for the suspence factor. It's Nothin Serious.

Heheh....GOTCHA!

i bet i made u worry a lil bit didnt i...heh! =)

2005-07-05T23:21:00.000+08:00

GUESS WAT??

Yea! I bought 3 new pairs of shades in 2 days!!

OMG! I Really DO have a Crazy Thing for Shades...!

YIKES! I'm beginning to think that i really need professional help...

SHADES NO.1: Bought at Far East Plaza, Volume Level3

SHADES NO.2: Bought At The Crazy Mango Sale at Isetan Building. [Nice rite?? i noe...]

SHADES NO.3: Bought at John Little's Not so Crazy Sale. *pardon the 'Shiok Sendiri' look.*

i know lah, i'v got a fetish for sunglasses. please dont remind me can?

i'm so worn out. i'm supposed to be in bed but i'm still online because i have to find out how to measure an atomic radii. i mean, please lah, i don't need that info in my life what.

i shall digress.

eh, i notice something early this morning.

whenever i take the 6.55 train at jurong east, a waft of spicy smell of lada kering hit my nose. don't know why leh...

does anybody know? if you do, tell me arh...

eh? maybe i'm goin crazy. where got people put dried chillies in a train carriage?? siaow izzit...

Ouh,Shit. Maybe i really do need therapy.

YIKES!!

2005-07-04T22:26:00.000+08:00

Me and Awie went to Coffee Bean for our daily dose of caffeine(again).this time, we tried the Oreo Cookie Fantasy Cheese Cake, which was a piece of heaven on a lil plate...Yum!

2005-07-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

After, that we went to watch Initial D. As usual, Edison was in his normal Hawt-as-Fuck mode. i was practically salivating in my seat. heh.

2005-07-04T22:19:00.000+08:00

this was taken from my seat(D22) in Lido's theatre No.2. So far sia. i don't get a choice. every other seat was taken.

2005-07-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

By the end of the movie, i can't decide which guy is cuter than who. But, hey, i still have the hots for Edison..

ite east college rox.

2005-06-29T21:10:00.000+08:00

i was in a lecture when i recieved a very distressed msg from awie.

apparently that guy decided that he had found someone better.

(and to think that awie had to find that out herself!! heartless pig!!! KNNBCCB!)

i pity the girl he's dating now(okaye, maybe i don't). if he hurt awie that way, he'll definitely will hurt the girl that much. or maybe even more(since they say you grow stronger in experience;and therefore, since he broke awie's heart, he'll break his current gerl's heart more).

And I think he is stupid.

if he's stupid, then, he is doing awie a favour by walkin away. because my dear cousin doesn't deserve a bastard for a boyfriend.

i'm very irritated. you know why? coz he stooped to the lowest human level possible to hurt her that bad. and i'm not saying that just because awie's my dear cousin. i shall not elaborate. cause he's not worth my typing time. i just wanna say Spare us the crap and get the fuck away from my gerl, you sick bastard. YOU D0nn0 WAT U'R Missin.

dear awie, if you're reading this, i noe u noe that u are strong enough to go on. you have your pride to leave him to your past. guys are like that. they always believe that there's something betta everytime they get bored with the gerl they are with. they're never thankful. in time, they'll leave their gerl for the next chick who crosses their path. but they are wrong. Dead Wrong. we have lots to offer. but only time will show them what we can do.

last wednesday, this famous speaker(i forgot his name ah) told me(and hundreds other College East students)that Guys are like Taxis.
you raise one arm by the side of the road, one taxi will come.all you just have to do is wait patiently.

haha. no more there a many fishes in the sea crap! hahaha...!

so anywayz, that speaker also said that girls are like buses. when you found one, you take it for a ride till you hit a button and she'll just let you go(that means you'll continue to date her till you push the wrong buttons lah, dat is: U Irritate Her. Duhh. then she dumps you larh.)

aiyah. i know u read this and think that i crap too much. haizz. never mind lah for those who don't get it.

i just wanna tell you guys this very special advise i got from someone(i can't remember who) which keeps me going after every heart wrenching break up:

Always believe that God would not take away someone very special without replacing him/her with someone who's a whole lot better.

okaye?

i had my fair share of bad relationships. i know what you're goin thru. take the break up as a lesson, an experience which will make you stronger. this is life's way of getting you prepared for the next heart breaking event you're gonna go thru. it will make you think proper, and react better. and trust me, the next time, it will be much less excruciating.

i think i went thru this last year, about the same time. i thought i was gonna die, really(yarh.i noe i was dumb). it was way worst then my first love. i couldn't go on. i gess i kinda changed. Adila had t tell me i'm different. i didn't laugh, i couldn't smile. everything was goin crazy for me. i had nervous break downs during Amath mock exams. i was a wreck. i didn't care much about anything. but then shohiful, nysa and adila was by my side all the time. they pointed out how unworthy that guy was for me. how ugly he is. they showed me all the stupid things associated with him. they helped me realise that there was more to life after a crazy relationship. i helped myself realise that i've got my pride. i can't let him have the satisfaction that he had got me goin insane. i have my dignity and he can't take that away from me.

cheyy...

by the time the next relationship i entered ends, i didn't hurt so bad. i guess, what doesn't kill me, makes me stronger. as cliched as it may sound, it is very much the truth. it did made me that much stronger. it did mature me. it helped me grow into the lady i am today. i'm actually glad it happened. or else, i'd still be that naive lil gerl that i once used to be.

gawd. that really is a long entry.

i hafta iron my school uniform lah...leceh sia'.
sleepy seyy...
don't feel like joining CCAs...so mafan.
everyday come home at 7/8pm... sleep at 10,wake up at 5.37am
spend 8 hours at school a day(and still expect me go CCA?!! WTF!!!)...
haizz...you tink wat? i robot izit?!!

okayelah. need my sleep... gd nytes!